Ever had those days when, out of no reason who just suddenly rmbr smth funny that happened or was being said, the whole day? Well yeah had that earlier today and till now its still happening. To top it off, i found some really awesome comedy flicks and omg. I seriously couldnt sleep properly cause of the major high-ness XD like this one was by this Singaporean drag queen. his name's Kumar.

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Kumar: You know ar, now a days the girls here, VERY ugly you know? There was this time i went shopping for cosmetics and this UGLY girl asked the sales attendant

Girl: What colour suit me ar?
Attendant: Uh..anything la..

Now if it were me

Girl: What colour suit me ar?
Kumar: You are? CEMENT.

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Kumar: In s'pore u walk into a LV shop the sales assistant will look at you. See if u can afford or not. Terrible you know they look down on other singaporeans. It gets me angry. one day i'll buy a $5000 bag, take the $5000 take to the bank and change all to 1 cent take it back to the shop "nah you count".

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Anyway. Guess thats all for now. Shall go look for more comedy flicks to watch xD

btw, i dnt think your horrible :]

Christmas Eve ;D

Ahh at long last the Christmas spirit is here again ;) aside from going for midnight mass i dont think i have any real plans for tonight. Well none that i know of that is xP oh wait. Yes i do hv smth tonight. Jul's after mass party xD so sorry for almost forgetting Jul ;P so guess thats it. Anyway i'd just like to wish everyone who's reading this a

MERRY CHRISTMAS
&
A HAPPY NEW YEAR
;DD

Happy Birthday Julianne ;D

Yet another memorable birthday celebration :) it was Julianne's today and boy did our not planned day turn out to be smth different xD Mel, Queenie, Jul and i did NOT see that one coming xP

When i went over, they were having brunch. And i learned how to play Spoons. Omg its a crazycrazy game xD we even got to help Aunt Connie get rid of some "unwanted alcohol" as punishment xP hoooweee :D and we got covered in face paint as well xD well it was either that or sing the Negaraku in the garden on the top of ur lungs xD after washing it all off, we got ready to go Parade. BUT. Before we went. Aunt Connie came up with a great idea. "Why don't you girls "dress up". Like slutty like, smth u definitely DON'T wear everyday". Wooo there was some serious wardrobe change. We traded our jeans and tees for tubes,spaghetti straps,shorts/skirts or dresses xD Jul and i took it one step further and applied a little bit of make up xD Jul had coloured contacts EVEN BETTER ;DD Queenie and Mel looked so..normal compared to us xD

So we got to Parade and after doing our henna done, somebody was so bored that she decided to go up and down the elevator =.= naturally we followed d: there were so many people staring at us when we walked past them. Either they were staring at our henna or at us directly. Lol.

Had dinner at Yeolde English. I was still wearing the tube but with jeans. And we touched up our make up. Lol. We really looked like we were reading for some serious partying,[well except for Mel who removed EVERY inch of her make up. Gosh Mel xP] but see see going for dinner only. Lol. xD in the car, Queenie was being bullied xD i almost forgot. During dinner, Queenie wasnt really sure that the waitress brought the correct dish for her. So she was going to ask the waitress but..
Queenie: Um, excuse me [calling the waitress who put down her food]
-along came another waiter. He looked geeky-
Geeky: Yes? *hopeful*
Queenie: Oh. Um. Not you *looks away*
Zomg. i tell you his face like fell. And i mean literally f-e-l-l. XD &&&&
When Jul's cake came, our whole table sang the happy birthday song so bloody loud that the whole restaurant went silent when we were halfway into the song XD XD a group of lalas even clapped when we were done xD and our conservative Mel came up with smth honestly brilliant.
Mel: U noe Jul, it would've been funny if the lala's like wished u happy bday on ur way out of the restaurant xD
Jul: SHADDUP! -.-

All in all, it was a great day and i had a wonderful time. Am really glad i got to attend this year's one ;) before i go i'd just like to say cheers to the lovely bday girl for FINALLY turning 15 ;DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
JULIANNE CHLOE CHIN HWAI XIAN
LOVE YA
;DD

Quote that i rmbr:
Jul: U noe what? A group of 6 guys just came into the restaurant. And NONE of them are hot =.=
*LAUGHS*

I'm far to ditzy to grasp the subtleties of mockery

Sarcasm side kicking in. So yeah








"I'm in awe of your ability to detect sarcasm"




[we all know it ;)]

"My weapon of choice: sarcasm" "Mine's sarcasm, what's ur superpower?"

[if and when someone u dislike asks you] :
Q: What time is it?
A: Oh its about..half past FUCK YOU :)


"My soul was removed to make way for all this Sarcasm" ;)

[i should print this onto a real badge]

[be honest. u've never done that when listening to ur realtives talk]

"Sarcasm. Because argueing with stupid people's just so boring"

"Sarsasm: the fine art of offending stupid people without them noticing"

Home again home again jiggety jig xP

Don't mind my title. Its just some nursery rhyme i suddenly rmbr. Heh xP

Just got back from my 6 day cruise. It was great but it got boring halfway heh. The ship stopped by Phuket but i didnt go down. And it stopped by S'pore. That i went down for though it was only for a few hours. Got a little while of internet connection there. Stayed at Parkroyal, KL for one night. Mom actually booked a std room. But they didnt hv anymore rooms when we got there so they promoted her to a deluxe room for the std room price. Awesome no? :) the room's big, its got 2 double beds. With pillows that sag when u lie on them and puff back up when u get off them. Lol xP wanted to go to planet hollywood to eat but it was gone D: so went to madam kwan's instead. Got home at around 7-ish. Went online to discover i had 99 unread notifications on fb and 100+ unread mail =.= BUT nonetheless i still missed ipoh :) i missed my bed eventhough its nothing compared to the one in the hotel =X hehe

So anyway thats all i guess got the night.
its 3 mins till tmr xD
2 now heheheh

ciao <3

Bored

Yeah i'm so bored that i'm gonna post two posts today xP seriously theres nothing to do. Well there probably is but the weather's so hot that you don't feel like doing much anyway.

Oooh, i just realized that im going on the cruise tmr :D im kinda excited i mean. It is my first time on a cruise. I'm just wondering what i'm gonna do there first. But then again its 6 days so i'll prolly hv time to do everything. Heee :D

...

*hums a random tune.
Taps fingers on the table.
Checks phone, oh a message.
Taps fingers some more.*

Hmm. Nope i got nth else to blog abt xP


ooh arent you a sight for sore eyes?

OMPH Youth prom :D

Went late eventhough mom came back early cause had to wait for my date ><" sigh oh well. Prom was awesome :) OMG Poh was prom king xD congrats buddy ;) OMGOMGOMG gentleman much? Eleena~ *winkwinknudgenudge* xDD Um. I forgot i took my camera along with me. So i only ended up taking one picture >.<" nehh. Oh well.. Sorry for the messyness o.o its hard to actually describe prom. It was so awesome it was indescribable :)





Still LSS-ing to the same song :)
Gah internet connection sucks D: So friggin slow =.=

Excitement.

Its prom tmr =D can't believe that its tmr. Smth i've been looking forward to since the beginning of the year. And i cant believe the massive change in 'scenes' if u know what i mean regarding my dates >.< Anyway. Why-ohwtfiswrongwithu-why is Melenie of all ppl dreading this =( oh well. I noe that she'll still hv a great time ;)
[don't get me wrong. i'm not a friggin slut! >_<]

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Today i taught Jul smth that changed her life i guess? Anyway it was smth that she was really excited about anyway. And no, i still dnt know why some ppl find it addictive. In return she taught me how to use a lighter xP haha. Jul and i also did our nails at my hse. She's really got no patience with cotton wool i found out xD
p.s. Jul, i got better at it xD

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Anyway. Since u told me abt it. I'll rent anger as well. Why the hell would he say that? I mean its not like he's got a supermodel's body. heck, he doesnt even hv a body anymore! It was consumed by fat. Yes FAT. Best part is u expect her to take it lightly? Well fuck you. Would you like it if anyone said that to you? Oh wait i forgot. Dumbass dipshits like you dont deserve parents.
You. Yes,YOU,the dipshit at the back. If u even TRY to talk to her i swear i'll slap u first. If i'm not in a good mood..then. Lets just say that u'd wanna keep a certain area protected. Cause i'm wearing heels tmr. :)

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LSS-ing to: Laugter In The Rain - Neil Sedaka

btw...
I LOVE YOU
:)

Welcome home :)

First of,yes i'm happy as can be that u got home safe =) i thank ur dad xD hehe. Now i hv someone to sms again :D seriously. When u were gone. I was seriously d-e-a-d. If it werent for jul my phone would've prolly broken down for being under used xP

Went to watch Astroboy with crover today. It was a nice movie. Except for that one stupid part. Crover as usual being "fashionably late" yet again today xP i really wanted to watch 2012, but the earliest movie was at 3. Damn, so yeah Astroboy it was. And now thanks to that movie crover's gonna haunt me for life O.O

Can't believe its already the 7th. Prom's this friday! Prom's this friday! :DDD this is great. then on the 13th i'm going for the cruise *woots!* ahh i wish there'd be phone connection on the ship. Or wifi at least. And i hope the room i'm bunking in has a plug point so that i can charge the phone to access to the wifi >.<

Anyway guess thats it for now =)

Arite. Sicne there's noting else to do i shall blog. So far i have survived 7 hours and 40 mins of being without my parents. No i did not hurt myself in any way. Went to the gym with Elaine at bout 3.30, we went to ISC's gym. I know why go so far when my gym's so nearby? Answer's simply cause its free for both of us at ISC. And we get to eat XP So yeah stayed there till bout 5.30ish. Came home had a bath and well settled down for a movie. G Force. Its a pretty awesome movie. So now, i'm kinda trying to figure out what i'm gonna do till about 9ish then my uncle's gonna pick me up for dinner. Then i'll hv to deide what i'm gonna do after dinner when i get home. During the time i had before i watched the movie, i composed the first verse and the chorus of Vanilla Twilight on my organ =P its not much i know its just that. No biggie =)

Gah. Why is it when you have all the time and freedom, is the time the world is at its peak of being boring? Mehh.

Solitare.

Today as i was checking through the songs i had in my computer, i stumbled across this folder that kept a few oldies. There were songs from The Beatles, Abba and The Carpenters. Being a big fan of The Carpenters i listened to the whole of that album. And of course there were my familiar favourites Yesterday Once More, Please Mr Postman, and my all time favourite. Rainy Days And Mondays. As all the other songs were playing, i heard one song that i've heard before but i never really pain attention to it, and somehow this time round listening to it. I found that the lyrics were quite deep and well to put it short the song was really great. Its called Solitaire. There was one part that really, for some strange reason, that struck me the most.

"A heart that cared
That went unshared
Until it died
Within his silence"

Another great song that i never really paid attention to and that had a verse that struck me was I Need To Be In Love.

"I used to say "No promises, let's keep it simple"
But freedom only helps you say
Good-bye
It took a while for me to learn
That nothin' comes for free
The price I've paid is high enough for me"

Now, i know these are emo songs as ppl call it. But really just take time to read the lyrics. The Carpenter's songs are all nice to listen to anytime from a happy day or even a rainy day or a monday ;P

p.s. Imy Crover <3

Solitaire
There was a man
A lonely man
Who lost his love
Through his indifference

A heart that cared
That went unshared
Until it died
Within his silence

And solitaire's the only game in town
And every road that takes him
Takes him down
And by himself it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again

And keeping to himself
He plays the game
Without her love
It always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing solitaire

A little hope
Goes up in smoke
Just how it kills
Goes without saying

There was a man
A lonely man
Who would command
The hand he's playing

I Need To Be In Love
The hardest thing I've ever done
Is keep believing
There's someone in this crazy world
For me
The way that people come and go
Thru temporary lives
My chance could come and I might never know

I used to say "No promises, let's keep it simple"
But freedom only helps you say
Good-bye
It took a while for me to learn
That nothin' comes for free
The price I've paid is high enough for me

I know I need to be in love
I know I've wasted too much time
I know I ask perfection of
A quite imperfect world
And fool enough to think that's
What I'll find

So here I am with pockets full
Of good intentions
But none of them will comfort me
Tonight
I'm wide awake at four a.m.
Without a friend in sight
Hanging on a hope but I'm alright

-END-

Happy Montheversary ;)

Happy Montheversary Crover ;) hehe i really can't believe you rmbred on your own x) heheheheh. Ily <3 *listens to Love Story the cover version* ;)

Imy Crover. Imy this much, *points to somewhere far far far away* ;P

Didnt really do much today. Went over to Elaine's. Had a nice time there like i alwasy do. Her mom's funny XD andand SARAH IS FRIGGIN CUTE X) hehehe. We watched Kung Fu Panda. That was a "funny shit" time. Basically it was just us telling each other what stupid thing was gonna happen, laughed and when that stupid thing played we laughed even more x) love ya Elaine :)

Anyway guess its another short post from me. Tired today dunno why. -sigh- Oh well. Hee :D

goodnight world.

Home again.

Ahh finally back from Hatyai. Never thought being away for one weekend was this agonizing before >< [fine fine lesson learnt. shant sms you anymore xP]

Anyway on the way back from the border. We stopped at gurun for a break. There was this massive jam from the gurun R&R all the way to simpang pulai R&R. Believe me that is far. Prolly not that far on a normal day but when your moving at only 20 miles/hr it gets to you. But we didnt noe that until we passed the simpang pulai R&R. And everyone riding in the car noticed that 98% of the ppl who caused that massive jam were all Malays. I swear everyone went "Damn.." haha xD

Thailand was alright. But yeah like i said it was boring. It didnt help when you got stares from the locals everywhere you went. I kid you not i hv no idea what they were staring at. Bottom line it was scary. But at least i got to go for a foot massage ;DD the only good thing about Hatyai. Lol. That's basically it i guess. Heh.

LSS-ing to: Fireflies - Owl City

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

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I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Mehh,i'm certain im getting enough sleep, and yet i still feel tired. Like i can just plop on my bed and fall asleep. This afternoon for instance, i was reading this book on my bed, it was about 4 ish i think. It felt like i i just stopped to blink, but next thing i knew, i opened my eyes to see my room ceiling and my clock displaying the time: 5.30pm. I bleeding fell asleep without knowing it! Mhh =__= good thing was after that unexpected nap, i felt more awake so yeah i actually went through the rest of the day not blur :D until now. Eh heh. Guess it has an expiry date.

Currently LSS-ing to Kiss Me by Sixpence None the Richer. Old song yes i know, but still. Its nice. Jul recommended Vanilla Twilight and Fireflies by Owl City yday. Again Jul u nvr fail to recommend nice songs =)

~Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me~

Random post.

Was vid calling with Julianne a few mins ago and she was telling me what this customer at jusco wrote on the complain papers. He was apparently complaining the there werent enough water stations at jusco so his last line was:

"You want your customers to die of rehydration is it???"

i mean seriously roflmao much? If u were to hv typed it out then its understandable. But that person WROTE IT. WITH HIS OWN HAND! Couldn't he tell the mistake? What he was SO upset that jusco didnt hv enough water stations that he didnt notice? =___="

-i still cant get over: my mom is a typing error when she wants to be xPPP

Coincidental

Did the usual today,went for morning mass, ate bfast and was supposed to hv rehearsal later on. But yeah. Some things popped up so didnt hv any practices. Instead i sat down & heard ppl's stories. Bout their life and all that. Hee :D

BUT the highlight of the day is still the coincidental great escape =P so happen that crover was in jj when i went to jj. So yeah. Didnt really noe where to go after circling jj's G and 1st floor, so we decided to walk all the way to popular. Sadly crover had to go home on our way to popular. So i pui-ed him back to his dad's shop then yeah.

Hopefully i dnt wake up frozen tmr ><

Almost..

Its thursday and i still hv no idea what i'm gonna do when holidays start. Well obviously its gonna be study study study and prolly some outings in between and class too. Really gotta buck up since people say that i'm an intelligent girl.[thank u again sir for repeating that nice comment].

Anyway...parents evening today. Yes, for the first time in the 15 years i've been in school, i attended my very first parents evening. Normally its just my parents cause well, thats the whole point of it isnt it? Parents evening? Anyway it wasnt that bad. Actually it wasnt bad at all. My parents met Ms Maria who said good things and that i just need to buck up. Then went to Mr Raj,good comments there cause i jumped up 2 grades for english :) Mrs I was next and well, she said pretty much what all the teachers my parents met today. "Study more.." my mom went to see Mrs Jeen as well. My gosh, i almost fainted when she said that she said that i always do her work. "I was surprised at her marks cause i always see her do her homework and the work in class" well yeah,cause what i do in class was prolly the homework she gave the day before. Eh heh :D After that was Mr Francis,who even apologized to me after his remarks that i was lazy and weak in econs and bst. [again thank u sir x)] Mom didnt bother going to the wanton cause my mom noes that i hate hate HATE chemistry so yeah. Overall: it was a good parents evening. Parents didnt even nag me. Mom nagged at me only in front of the teachers. Like omg ryt? x)

Smth really epic happened today. I was walking back to class with Crover and Daniel wanted to pass infront of me. But he looked up,stopped,stared,said sorry and walked the other way. It was such a "..." moment. After that Crover told me that he only found out today. Tbh, that explained a WHOLE lot. On my way to class not long after that, i met Daniel again, then he was like *bow* sorry *bow* sorry. I was like its okay its okay. I had no idea why he was apologizing for anyway. Then he said "Information passes quite slowly now a days" that seriously surprised me. Looks like someone's not doing their job aye Crover? xP

On a less awkward note. I'm gonna go on an outing tmr :D gonna join my class at 1pm for Mr Raj's farewell then gonna go catch a movie with a few year 11's some other people at 3.45 ish. Hopefully i get can get a ride back home after the movie ><

I really dnt noe what i'm gonna do without you for 6 weeks. Can't really talk to you in person and *gasps* OMG NO HUGS! :O x( sigh. Oh well, guess there's always next time then

ILY Crover <3

i like this :)

Jul: see? i'm not mad x)

Damn, i feel so lazy these days to update my blog. But nonetheless,i'm here now. Today was my first ever football training despite school having to hv started like months ago xP it was awesome. Except for the fact that the coach kept on harping over me, cant blame him though. I DO hv a lot of making up to do. But anyway it was still fun. Coach is a nice guy,funny and sarcastic guy. Oh, i borrowed Chee Wai's boots today x) i cant tell u how much i like his boots. They. Are. Awesome. WHY? First off,they're Nike :) second, they were a bright orange. Not the yucky orange. But they looked,idk. They were a nice orange. Lol. But they were a tad too big and i ended up getting blisters >< ouch. But anyway, its was still fun ;)

Well, guess thats all for today. Don't really feel like typing anymore. Eh heh :D

Toodles <3

To: My one and only sister

Its your birthday today, so Happy Birthday! And i'm sorry from the very bottom of my heart that i wasn't able to visit you today, but you know that i love you.
I cant believe its been 7 years since you left. It really did just feel like yesterday. Me waking up and seeing you smile while you were sleeping always made my day =) i know it seems like i'm jealous at times but really i'm not. I just needed attention sometimes xP i loved to make you smile and i hated to see you cry, thats why i always carried a toy with me, in case you needed cheering up. In other words, in case you cried. Which,tbh,was quite often at your age at that time x) but never the less,it didn't bother me.
I know i've never told you this, and i'm gonna say it right here and now. I love you and i really miss you and don't you ever think that i don't think about you xP
I wish you were here with me now so that we'd be able to eat the cake, that mommy would've made, together and you'd be able to wear the new clothes daddy would've bought for you. Oh well whatever it is. I'm sure we'll all be together again soon.

I Love You Beth <3

Ahh..i seriously dnt know what to blog about anymore..oh wait. i think i found a tag thing to do..yay :D

1.How old are you?
- 15[turning 16 :D]

2.Are you single?
- nope ;)

3.At what age do you think you'll get married?
- Idk. but i will get married.

4.Do you think you'll b marrying the person you are with now?
- Ahh...anything's possible...?

5.If not, who do you want to marry?
- Gosh idk!

6.Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
- bridesmaid'd be reg,jas,jul,ching..lol there are so amny more..lol it'll be like a whole troop of bridesmaids xD

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
- BEACH :DDDD

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
- I'd have to discuss it with my future husband first?

9.How many guests do you think you'll invite?
- I think it'd be a lot. family + friends = A LOT.

10. Will that include your exes?
- lol. why not? if they wanna come.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
- Depends :)

12.When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
- I'd prefer it to be in the morning.

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
- See first la..

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife?
- Well. Obviously fine dining. Its not like i'm gonna get married twice.

15.Champagne or red wine?
- Both.

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- Isnt it always right after the wedding?

17. Money or household items?
- Huh?

18. How many kids would you like to have?
- Two. Twins preferably :)

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
- Why not? x)

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
- REGINE LORALIE M. SEVILLA XDDDDDD

julianne speaks!

this is julianne.
for those of you who don't know me....you can view my blog here.
i've known pauline for 10 years,you see.so i know her...........
and guess what?
she rawks.
=]
ILY PYSF =]

Bloggin'

Earlier, today was just some ordinary day. Same old same old after class went to jj. Then met up with des xD im telling u that guy is seriously funny. Haha. Then came home and went online. I kinda ter-read one of my friend's PMs and i was like whattheshit? So yeah i asked my friend abt that message and i guessed the right reason behind that message. I'll give u a hint: its two words, first word starts with a C and the second word starts with an S. Go figure. So my friend told me the reason why he wanted to do that. No its not cause of some girl, come on get a grip people =_= it was cause he didnt see the point in living anymore.

Friend:
i dont see the point in living
like. cmon. everything u do
whatever u do
everyday.
eat
sleep
entertain urself.
what for.
Me:
well to live to put it simply
Friend:
to live. for what.
Me:
we were all born for a reason.
Friend:
no,pauline. we were born cuz our parents decided that their lives are boring.
that, or they forgotten to use protection.
Me:
but..whats the point of dying then?
Friend:
the point of dying is to end everything right now, everything that i'm so bored of. so fed up of.
Me:
=/
Friend:
think about it, maybe u'll come to the same conclusion like mine.


Well..the thing is. i most probably wouldnt cause like. i mean. even if u are fed up of things, the point of being alive is mainly just. being alive. to actually experience things u've never experienced. to see,touch,feel,smell whatever ur senses can do to do. if everyone were to think "whats the point?" then. wont the world just end up one big nothing? [not to mention the increasing crowd in heaven and hell ;P] all im saying is. if ppl were to think "what for?" then what would happen? if there isnt a god to do anything and no one with intelligent brains to anything either then what? the animals take over?

Yes, the world has their opinions and mine's not all that important. but hey, its just an opinion.

Our Song - Taylor Swift

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

[Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen doors,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

[Chorus]

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...

Cause

[Chorus]

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

My current LSS-ing song eh heh ;D

Ahh..freedom =) well not exactly but yeah its close enough since its a friday x) Anyway nothing much to blog about actually. My main reason was cause i wanted to post some pics both taken by me and from the net =) oh and for exams all i can say is...i THINK i can pass all ><>

*btw if YOU are reading this, i can kiss my A* goodbye and its not gonna snow in ipoh x( sorry..*

Anyway back to the pics =)


;] i find this very very true though the search is agonizing at times



i can do that! =D haha i like this pic

AND FOR THE FINAL PIC *DRUM ROLL*




HAHA XD TADAAA! =DDD

i'm sorry i couldnt help myself xPP
<33~~

When i went online, i did everything as usual. And i went to your blog..
The thing that struck me was obviously ur most recent post..
I really never knew the real meaning behind those lines tbh..
Until i found out the real meaning behind it..then..i just went quiet for a while..it just seemed..so surreal. I'm not saying that i dnt like it..i'm just is shock still..i mean as i've heard "it only happens in mangas"...

And ryt now, i dnt noe why, but i just cant bring myself to exit that tab..

Decided to change my blog colour since someone coplained that it was too boring..i wanted to use the nice ones from the net. but idk why it doesnt work for me..so yeah.

Anyway, so far life's been great. Except that my finals are next week! Oh well no pressure no pressure..
*inside: AHHHH NEED TO STUDY...WTH DID I MEAN 'NO PRESSURE??????' IN FACT WHAT AM I DOING HERE RIGHT NOW UPDATING MY BLOG????!!! AHHHHH!!!!!*
so yeah..*cough* no pressure =D

Hui Zie's party's coming up[which is the saturday before my exams lol. miraculously my parents let me go XD] and i still hv no costume. well i do just havent gotten it ready yet..heh. anyway gtg study now..before i faint from lack of sleep on sunday lol.

LSS-ing to: Mungkin Nanti, Cinta Dalam Hati & 21 Guns.

50 Truths

1. Who was your last text from?
Yoghan

02. Where was your default picture taken?
internet.

03. Your relationship status?
Not single..? XP

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
actually..i dnt really get this question.

05. What is your current mood?
high cause i just got back from jul's hse XD

06. How many siblings do you have?
biological or what?

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
again, u talking about biological or what? cause i cant be listing out all my godbro's names..that'll be insane @.@

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
in church, but too lazy..

09. Have a crazy side?
i'll give u a hint,my next 3 letter answer starts with a Y,ends with a S and has a E in the middle. -.-
*yes thats how high i am now..*

10. Ever had a near death experience?
YESH. TWICE. by this lorry driver who apparently didnt noe that his lorry has a horn -____-"

11. Something you do a lot?
sms?NONO BREATHE

12. Angry at anyone?
well..not really.

13. What's stopped you from going for the person you used to like?
um..that person came to me instead..?

14. When was the last time you cried?
last week.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yes.ME:D
*forgive me jul i just like ur answer XD*

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
doesnt matter, one way or another i still fall asleep anyway.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
hui zen =P

18. What is your favorite song?
CURRENTLY its 21 Guns

19. What are you doing right now?
editing my 50 truths post.
*yes for those blur ppl its the post ur reading now.*

20. Who do you trust right now?
its kinda like a small handful of ppl.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing now?
NIKE BABEH! ;DD

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
y-e-a-h.. :D

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
JULIANNE CHLOE CHIN HWAI XIAN
*sorry i just rmbred u live closest to me ;PPP*

24. Describe your life in one word?
roller-coaster;its still ONE word :)

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
a human being.

26. What should you be doing right now?
homework

27. What are you listening to?
some random tune on tv

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
My godmum :)

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
jasmin.but it was all for shits & giggles :)
*does that count??*

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
ask him if u noe him,if u dnt..ask him anyway XD

31. What is your natural hair color?
DARK brown
*happy NOW kshitij??-____-*

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
DESMOND LOL

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
desmond as well. that arse XP

34. What do you hear?
the tv?

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
straight

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
lol no

37. Do you have a best friend?
of course :)

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
yeah...in church during the 'our father' lol XD

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
if u havent noticed i'm using them now :)

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
HAHA. YES i have..
*wipes tear from eye..ahh good times..*

41. Are you happy with life right now?
RIGHT NOW yes. LATER ON? who noes

42. Are you currently jealous?
n-o-p-e.

43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
ear studs

44. What were you doing on friday night
i dnt think i rmbr. lol

45 Have you ever had your heart broken?
broken is a mild way of putting it but yes

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
hah. no
*not that i noe of anyway*

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
not really

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
rashes

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
1-ish am. talking to hui zen =P

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope

this is my edited version cause jul and i were talking abt it just now so yeah. ;DD

If i just drop dead and die now. Will i get some peace THEN?

:/

Majors exam.

Part I-Majors Exam
Today, had my majors exam. Woke up at 7 am got ready and reached dance centre at around 8.15. Miss Chin was there and so was Krystle. Miss Chin tied our hair and did our make up, we also got to read the schedule for the day and the names of the candidates. Turns out our other two mystery group members were from city ballet =O Anyway then we put on our shoes and went to warm up. At around 8.30 ish? One of my group members came. At about 9.20 the last girl of our group finally showed up. [my exam was at 9.30] we got our pointe shoes, towel, water and she rang the bell. [our signal to go in the exam hall]

So yeah we went in and greeted the examiner, Miss Whally[its pronounced wall-y] and miss Claudia[our pianist] everything was going fine, but i couldnt help but notice the city ballet girls werent following the music >< so yeah everything was fine, till i came to the pirouettes on dedan. OMG. I friggin lost balance and couldnt turn! Luckily i redeemed my confidence when we did the pirouettes on dehors. Then for the dance, Krystle said my dance was really good. Her's was really good as well. The other two..um..okay la. Came to the free enchaiment, it was quite easy actually, she asked for 4 jetes devon into chasse pas de bourree into sissonnes feme devon changements and soubresauts. Forgive me for the wrong terms and spellings ya, i'm just saying what i rmbr. Then for pointe it was okay, and yeah that was the end of our exam :)

Part II-Day out with Yoghan, Marlies and Marcus
Well, Marls picked me up so we arrived at Jusco together, got an sms from yoghan saying to meet at the cinema area. So we went there and the guys still werent there. So marls and i just sat in one of the photo booths and talked and also took pictures..with our PHONES! XD we got bored then yeah we went downstairs and we met the guys there. Walked around a bit then went for a 3 o'clock movie. We watched Surrogates. It was good. After the movie went to sushi king and then yeah we all just went home.

sorry for the lack of info for the second part X) got lazy. Heh. Anyway i'm DEAD TIRED. I'll be going now. HEE X)

Good luck:)

Just a quickie, too lazy to think bout anything else.

First of all i'd like to wish all my friends who are taking PMRs x) GOOD LUCK YOU GUYS, CANT WAIT TILL WE GET TO GO OUT :D
*hinthintjuliannecoughcough* xPP

&&&& not forgetting

Those who are taking their major exams for ballet this year:) Crystal,Krystle,Jacklyn,Cheryll,Eva,Lynn and the others i've missed out:)
Well i did miss out myself, but its just not normal to wish urself good luck no? ;P


i said yes..and for once..i have no doubts AT ALL.:)

Quickie

Just a quick one cause i just feel like typing..let's see..i am currently..

-LSS-ing to Killing Me Softly - Fugees :) prolly the best song i've heard in a long time.
*shall post the lyrics here at the end of the blog :DDDD*
-looking for the fastest and cheapest way to make fake blood eventhough i already hv a recipe..eh heh :D
-sms-ing jul,yoghan and marlies.
-thinking bout doing my econs hw, but nah..its still early.

well i really hv nothing else to say. Heh. I mean i could start ranting bout my feelings now. But nah, some other time maybe :)

Killing Me Softly - Fugees
Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
killing me softly,
With his song telling my whole life
With his words,
Killing me softly,
With his song

[LAURYN]
One time, One time, (one time) hey yo L you know you got the lyrics

I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style,
And so I came to see him and listen for a while.
And there he was this young boy, stranger to my eyes,

Strumming my pain with his fingers,
(one time,one time)
Singing my life with his words,
(two times. two times)
Killing me softly with this song,
killing me softly,
With his song, telling my whole life,
With his words,
Killing me softly with his song.

I felt all flushed with fever,
Embarrassed by the crowd,
I felt he found my letters then read each one out loud.
I prayed that he would finish,
But he just kept right on-

Strumming my pain with his fingers, (One Time, one time!)
Singing my life with his words, (Two Times, two times!)
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly
With his song,
Tellin' my whole life
With his words,
Killing me softly, with his song

[CLEF]
Yo L-Boogie, boy L boy L, take it to the bridge

[LAURYN]
(busted)
wooahhh......woooooahh.....la la la la la la ....wooooah.. laaaaahhh... woooah..laaaaahhh Ah ah Ah ah Ah ah Ah

Strumming my pain with his fingers,
yes he was Singing my life with his words,
killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song.

[Lauryn fading out]
Strummin' my pain
YEAAA yea yeaaaaa

[Wyclef]
Yo,put cha hands together for l L boogie yah yaey yaey
l boogie up in here (u know how we do)

LSS-ing

Since i havent been LSS-ing for a while i started LSS-ing today lol.

You Belong With Me - Taylor swift
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

Better late than never.

Yeah i noe i havent blogged in a while and i'm supposed to blog bout my trip to HK and Macau. but like i'm just too lazy to blog bout that. i'll just summarize the really important stuff.

Macau
-'s population of guys only get an average 3/10 for their looks. Haha d:
-is totally boring if it wasnt for the few sight seeing spots
-'s ppl are really rough and rude, but u do get some nice ppl if ur lucky.
-there's nothing to buy there, accept for almond biscuits and jerky. lol

Hong Kong
-'s population of guys get an average of 7/10! its a wide diff i noe, prolly its cause i'm biased haha.
-is a shopping haven if u go during the right time of the year
-'s ppl are really friendly and civilized
-u can walk the whole day and feel tired later
-ocean park is fucking awesome :]

practically i like HK more[as if it wasnt obvious enough] oh! and here are a few pics i took hehehe


i just find this very amusing hahahahah



these two are just simply adorable no? x)



couldnt help myself..xDD



twas all halloween spirit at ocean park.

that's it i guess. too lazy to upload anymore. heh. <3~

Pre-Revolution

Yesterday, i decided to carry out an experiment. An experiment to prove whether the ppl in my school were sexist or not. What did i do? Haha simple. You all know that my school's uniform for guys is the blue top and blue pants and for girls is the blue top and the dreaded blue skirt yes? Well, the most obvious thing to do was? Yeap you've guessed it.

I wore the blue top with BLUE PANTS

Technically [well if ppl didnt hv common sense, which i pretended i didnt hv for this experiment ;P] in the school's rule book it states that, "Girls should be dressed in the blue top tucked into the blue skirt.." but nvm wont go into that anymore.

YESTERDAY.
So yeah after changing into Jin[god bless his soul =)]'s pants, i proceeded to my everyday school life. I expected a lot of questioning from the teachers, but mostly, of course, came from the students. Everyone asked the same question. "Why are you wearing pants?" my reply? "Well why can't i?" then the students just remain silent. Even the ever challenging Kien Seng didnt respond, claiming that "He wouldnt want to engage in such discussion" it shocked the general public. I got questioned by one teacher only, but she didnt stick around long enough for me to answer her. I got lots of smiles too. Haha. The day was pretty much the same. When i finally decided to change back into my skirt, my god the difference was quite massive. When i changed back into my skirt it felt..idk more air-y..? LOL.

TODAY.
There was an announcement made regarding students wearing different school uniforms. And the principle wanted to see "the girl who wore pants to school" after morning assembly. So i went. And i got questioned. She wasn't annoyed at the fact i was running an experiment. She was more annoyed with the fact that she wasnt notified of this whole thing. So yeah, she mainly talked bout notifying her for any future experiments.

OUTCOME?
Well...yes i got into a tiny bit of trouble. But hey for a girl to spend a day in school wearing pants instead of a skirt is beyond smth a girl could wish for. Plus it was fun seeing the ppl's faces and expressions ;P and yeah i also got credit for my "courage and voluntary-ness" :D
So all in all:
Worth it?
HELL YEAH
Regret anything?
Tch. NO
DO it again?
Maybe ;D

-report end-

This week..

It started off okay then towards the middle[meaning yday] things got stupid then today's all fine again =) dude i should pay attention to my horoscopes more =.= a-n-y-w-a-y.

SO FAR THIS WEEK IN TERMS OF:
Lessons:

• Econs & BST are becoming dangerously boring and even more terrifyingly sloww
• Accounts is the only subject i totally get! =D
• Maths with Mrs A is getting stupid =.="
  *Mrs A: Alright! 2 points for you! Us: -dry- yay..* points. she uses the word points what are we in a friggin game show?!?!
• English,as said before, is all the more interesting now. Cause i get to sit with Jasmin and become all random =D

Life:

• Life's been fairly kind to me. Fullstop.

um guess thats pretty much it. My main reason was to rant bout the 'lessons' part. But since i got it all in such an 'organized' manner then..nevermind =P hhahaha till next time. ciao ;)

So far...

Okay so far, year 10's okay. A little scary but yeah i'll live through it. Mostly =P
English is more interesting now. Mostly cause i get to sit with Jas for a whole hour =D

Um..tbh. I really cant think of anything to write besides accounts stuff now =P i just wanted to post smth so that my blog isnt that dead. But yeah i'll blog later this week =)

Sorry to my *cough* avid readers to disappoint you.;)
ciao~

p.s. i hope ppl hv been actually feeding my fish xP poor things. Lucky they dont die XD

Sigh.

Haa..lately i've been listening to music like more than usual. English,korean,hindi,indonesian..yeah pretty much all those languages. And i just noticed that i haven't been LSS-ing in a while until i,well,LSS-ed just now =P

Am currently LSS-ing from this korean song titled Because I'm A Girl - Kiss. There's this part in the song where a girl talks. And she's like telling to herself what she wanted the guy to know. And there's this one part where she says

Actually, I dont want you to be happy..
What if you find another girl who's prettier than me,
And you both live happily together?
What if you forget me?
Thinking of that hurts me so much..
So much that i want to die.

Okay its a bit emo,or maybe for some of you its VERY emo. But think about it. Isnt it true? I mean if u really liked that person & u shared a lot together..dont you think at least a fragment from that text goes in your mind?

Forgive me it just got me thinking. Heh. LSS-ing person here okay? Anyway guess that's it for now. Might blog again later today.

Holidays are ending. In a way i should be happy. But then again, i dnt wanna wake up early =.=" lol. Anyway since its my last week i thought,thought,it'll be like any other week of my holidays,usual boringness. BUT turns out its not. To my great surprise. Yes i'm a bit slow in realizing stuff,but hey my brain has been semi asleep for more than a month so yeah. I realized that most of the happenings happen on the last few days of this last holiday week. I shall type it down. Bahahaha. Um..nehh i'll just start from monday.

Monday:
(morning): Went out with Hui Zen,Elaine,Marlies[& later on Jerome]
(afternoon): Music class [usual]
Tuesday:
Class [usual]
Wednesday:
Class [usual]
Thursday:
(morning): B'fast with Crystal then class
(evening): Class again [usual]
Friday:
B'fast with Crystal again then class
Saturday:
(morning): Class [usual]
(evening): Class [usual]
Sunday:
(morning): Church followed by some retreat
(evening): B'day party :D
Monday *even on the very last day i have something on. wow. lol*
(morning): Practice with new pianist [2-3 hours]

Y-e-a. That's it i think. Woo, why only on the last week of hols i wonder...hmm..

I shall blog =P

Again hols are coming to an end and i didnt do anything beneficial xP i was supposed to 'flip through' my new textbooks but knowing me i didnt. Well maybe i flipped ONE page. Haha.

I went to KL by train on tuesday came back on friday. Bought 4 new shirts xP and a book. Its really nice, well so far i've read it, its called Before I Forget by Mellissa Hill. My parents adn i also met up with my uncle and aunt for tea & with the saem uncle again for dinner before we left. Stayed in Cititel, the hotel that's connected to Midvalley Megamall. Took the train back a well took the 10.30 train. BUT. It was delayed by 20 minutes =.= finally started journey at 11.10 and reached ipoh at around 2 am. By the time i went home bathed and all that and finally got to sleep was about 2.45. Next day i woke up at 8am [=.=] to go for class. Then yeah the rest of the day was like any other saturday :P

Just a few pictures

*shouts* HEY MEL!! HEY JOO!! RMBR THIS? =DDD gosh i miss this thingy...



The only stuff toys i have on my bed lol. Note the 'on my bed' part only. i have loads more in my room ;PP haha



My face. Li Xin's hand. LOL xPP



My two nephews Daniel & Kelvin taken in Teluk Batik



My drink at the restaurant in Kpg Cina. Um..its not ur ordinary 'coconut water' xP