its been a long time.

its been a long time..a really really really long time. 
for what u may ask, well my fellow readerwhoactuallygives2fucksonwhatimabouttowrite, a long time for a lot of things.
first of, its been a long time since i made a blog post, im surprised my blog hasnt been suspended of smth for under usage & all. second, as hard as it may seem to believe, its been a long time since i've actually fallen for someone. not the 'yes i miss you bla bla bla kid's shit' sort. but the real, 'i miss u till i hope the next person to turn the corner's gonna be u' kind. it may sound stalker-like,forgive me, i cant think of a better example. but really, it seems weird and somewhat unfair to my exes,cause i mean i just didnt like them as much as i like this specific person. i've really dug a deep hole, and im just hoping i'll be able to crawl my way back up to the top if things get bad. cant stand being in a deep ditch, thats why i distance myself with guys who get too close. but, sigh it happened anyway. the more u try to avoid falling for someone, all the bloody more it'll come looking for u. its not a bad thing,i admit. but its just. ur never prepared for it u noe?


but anyway i'll be heading back to tumblr now. whoever's reading this pls stop by
dont be shy =)


thats all for now
cheers.

jealousy.

turns out, he didnt leave me. he just left to get me ice cream :)

in order to keep u going

yes dear bloggie, in order to keep u going i shall post smth. 


Today was the last day of the school term & HELLO CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS :D the absolutely sad part about it though is:

• i hv to study. Shit loads
• i hv to do my homework. Which consists of 6 past year papers for math, 4 for econs, 4 for malay, 12 for bio. & not forgetting english. Which is summaries & all that shit. Fun, no?
• i hv to fucking get more flexible for ballet. Like really, touch-the-wall-with-my-the-soul-of-my-foot-with-my-leg-over-my-head while standing. Flexible.
• i hv to stop trying to be on tumblr so much .___.
• & yes basically doing the list over & over & over again.

ANYWAY. There are some good points to my sad sounding life. I managed to watch Happy Potter & the deathly hallows [:D] & Unstopplables. 

TODAY. 

Was such a fun day. Everything was fine. Till i got my ballet results.

I got a fucking Merit. Sigh.. Got a 73. 75's a distinction. Ish ish ish.

Anyway guess thats it for now. Till next time.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE :)

OH & i got my phone back! :) 

I've been using tumblr so much it took me 15 mins to rmbr how to change my blog title .___. damn...

pictures :)

Yes they are by urs truly. :)


The original

The edited #1

The edited #2

Losing appeal.

Blogspot is getting...boring .__. but i will still keep this alive :)
Julianne u bitch u changed the link without telling me :(
Tumblr's pretty hahahahaha. Oh i found this thing it was oh so true.


TUMBLR STOLE ME FROM FACEBOOK & TWITTER.


No i dont hv twitter. "Twitting" is just so. Mehh anyway yeah my tumblr's on the previous post :) 


Cheers.

• FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”
• FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “you will die in Seven days…” (Note, if you don’t understand this, watch The Ring. Then watch The Ring 2. Then watch Ringu.)
• FRIENDS: Help you up when you fall.
• BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, “Walk much, dumb ass?”
• FRIENDS: Help you find your prince.
• BEST FRIENDS: Kidnap him and brings him to you.
• FRIENDS: Will ask you if you’re okay when you’re crying.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, “Ha Ha, Loser!”
• FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.
• FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool with you at that time of the month.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.
• FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.
• BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run, fucker, run!”
• FRIENDS: Will help you move.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.
• FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.
• BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, “That was awesome! Let’s do it again!”
• or
• FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail again
• BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying “DAMN!” we messed up!
• FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
• BEST FRIENDS: Help themselves and are the reason why you have no food.
• FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.
• BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!
• FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
• BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried…just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.
• FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.
• BEST FRIENDS: Have you on speed dial.
• FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
• BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, “My bad…here’s a tissue.”
• FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.
• BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story…
• FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowd’s ass that left you
• FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
• BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME.”
• FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.
• BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.
• FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)
• BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.
• FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you’ve had enough.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say “Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don’t waste!
• FRIENDS: Would read and ignore this.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will repost this :)