Crashed.

Ugh. Effing hate it when my comp crashes. Well at least mummy's nice enough to lend me her laptop :D

Hmm lets see. Where do i begin? Oh yes, today in ss, being the appointed activities person in my ss class, we didnt hv lessons. Instead, we played "wink". Its a very um. Interesting to see how the guys "guarded" the girls. I shall explain the rules another time :) so basically it was 2 hours of giggling during ss today. Fun :) Oh yeah, i forgot to mention, before we could head to the hall to play our game, Mr Retarded just HAD to frigging come into my class. He gave us the "i am doing voluntary work" lecture and throughout the whole time of the lecture everyone was giving him the, "then why the fuck are you still here?!". I mean seriously, if you tell us that u could be at home drinking coffee or going out with ur gayfriends then, by all means, GO! Why stay here??? -________-

Choir came next and of all people a had to sit next to *cringe* Ashley. I'm telling you if my ears had hands they'd be slapping themselves. Thank God choir was short.

Come to the somewhat highlight of the day. Youth meeting, started off with des going kinda emo. But the all of a sudden HE CAME BACK TO LIFE! O.O so yeah we discussed stuff and we got our lenten campaign t-shirts =D then it was okay, Dicky was being himself so yeah its always entertaining to see him do that xP

anyway after that, smth happened and i somehow ended up with Isaac's phone and yeah there was some great chase. Then when im finally relieved of that, i find out that some ARSE named DESMOND decides to steal my bag =.= then halfway chasing i come to hear that jul's shoes were missing .____. so it was basically like this. I was chasing demons for my bag, isaac was chasing julianne AND i for his phone, julianne was chasing isaac back for her shoes and aaron was on the sidelines doing idk what.

*blinkblink* yeah thats pretty much it. Guess thats all for now =)

I miss you this much *points to somewhere far* ♡

I'm waiting.

The day that I'm ready.
Is the day I blog the lyrics

Lost?

Just read one of my friend's blog posts. Honestly, could that really happen? For a husband and wife to disagree like that all the time? I mean yes its not my business, but i mean. Why fight to that extent? Dearest little brother if that worst senario really does come to play, please dnt move far far away okay? =| but anyway, feel better. I hope everything gets better as well =)

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Ballet:
Somebody doesnt noe the difference between Pepsi and Sprite XD
p/s: that you jean for making wednesday classes so much more fun <3

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Lately, i've been LSS-ing to the most random songs. Songs like Shortnin' Bread, 25 Minutes and the most recent one, Ready To Love. Haha xD
Crover and i are kinda lost bout how we're gonna count our 3rd monthevesary since its February x) OH! The anime Princess Mononoke is AWESOME. I've been looking for that movie for almost a year already. Thank you Andrew for lending me the DVD. To top it all off its got the english version! =D xoxo's to Andrew all the more xD anyway if u were wondering what its bout, i suggest u go to wiki =) cause if i were to explain it, it'd be one long ass summary that'd make no sense =)

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Anyway guess thats it. Its jumbled up, it makes no sense and its short. Oh well. Who cares? xD
<3

Have you ever had one of those days,
when u feel like u dont belong?
Like ur just not supposed to be in a certain person's life?
Like u feel like ur just fucking everything up for them?
Yeah thats how i feel.
And
I've learnt the hard way that, YOU may THINK that person belongs in ur life, but that person might not think that you belong in theirs.

Forgive me for emo-ing. Couldnt help it.

No.

U want me to just forget it and forgive him?
U want me to just take it easy?
U want me to chill?

I cant.

Not unless he has chains around his heart and it hurt him to breathe for the rest of his life. Why so extreme? You may ask.

Well. Cause thats how much he hurt me.

Ballet.

Yes, i hv noticed that i havent been blogging. I have a perfectly good reason! Okay first is cause i had crappy crappy days so the mood to blog was washed away. Second. Nothing much happened anyway so yeah. But now that im back. I hv a story to tell xP so come, lean closer xP

Yday i had ballet, the usual Wednesday classes. But what made it different was that Siew Jean,my oh so drops dead laughing funny friend,showed up. God only noes how long i had a class with her. And as usual, she being her, i seriously laughed my head off. This was one of our mini convos:

J: Ey Pauline, how'd u spend ur sweet 16? That day i asked u, u didnt tell me.
P: Huh? You asked? When?
J: That day in jj la!
P: How come i dnt rmbr that?
J: Oh thats cause you were talking to someone else.
P: -_________- wth??
J: Really*starts waving hands around* i said hi, then i asked how was ur sweet 16, but then u went to talk to someone else so i was like. "...okay..nevermind,just drink my pepsi..."
P: *bursts out laughing*

So mengekesianing ryt? HAHA. Again, sorry Jean XP
Oh i just rmbred, i still havent told her how i spent my 16th bday xD hehe maybe next time then.

Then when we were doing our pointe work, Jean was asking how i got my arch, then i was like going on bout how i dnt hv one and all that.

J: Eh what u do? You put cotton is it?
P: No la, what for i put cotton?
J: Dunno..saja la! XD
P: =.=
J: Urs is better than mine ok, mine like pancit already
-then her sister, Siew Lynn, joins in asd we were all talking on how we could improve our arch and how pancit-ed theirs were compared to mine. Until some smart ass comes up with a brilliant idea-

"Eh!-if u hv been paying attention,u can guess who by the usage of the first word of this sentance-IF I GET A BEE TO STING THEN OK LA!
P: Ew wont that be just one little bump?
"THEN GET A FEW LA! XD XD XD

Lol. Funniest wednesday ballet class ever. Thank you Jean =) Hope u berusaha to come for every wednesday class now =D
So she came up with a brilliant idea.

Honey Bee =)

Honey Bee Lyrics
by Zee Avi

I am a honey bee,
shunned off from the colony
and they won’t let me in

So I left the hive,
They took away all my straps
end broke off both my wings

So I’ll find another tree
and make the wind my friend
I’ll just sing with the birds
They’ll tell me secrets of the world

But my other honey bee
Stuck where he doesn’t wanna be
But my darling, honey bee
I’ll come save you
Even if it means I’d have to face the queen

Da param pam param pam
Para ra ra pa pa ra ram

So I’ll come prepared,
My new friends say they would help me
get my loved one back
They say it isn’t right,
To be self control of your mind
but I choose not to believe that

So we’ll meet in the darkness of the night,
and I promised I will be there all time
We’ll be guided by my new friends, the butterflies,
bring us back to our own little hive

Oh my other honey bee,
No longer stuck where he doesn’t want to be
Oh my darling, honey bee,
I have saved you
And now that you’re with me,

we can make our own honey

~ Oh param pam param pam
Para ra ra pa pa ra ram ~

I like this song =) hehe

._______.

I feel so effing tired and i don't noe why. And i still hv class later. Fuck.

Oh, i noticed smth. Now that im in year 10, i think the urge to actually study's kicking in. Due to my 2 weeks of internetlessness i started studying BST and econs. Then yeah it faded.

Then today.

During accounts, i actually could do the accounts right. Then CHEM. Omg. Ok, for one thing i HATE chem. I can never get anything bout it into my head. BUT TODAY. Fung ZaL Yiah gave us this exercise and I ACTUALLY GOT IT O.O at the end of the lesson my head hurt from accounts and chem added together. Its either that or its cause i didnt bring my food to school today so i was kinda hungry and sleepy. Or maybe its both .______. huh. Whatever x)

House renovations are done :D the house looks so..new now o.o its like i cant recognize it anymore XD

LSS-ing to: Honey Bee - Zee Avi

Oh how awesome.
Just when you thought that its gonna be a normal day
HELLO.
It turns out with me being irritated again.
Hate. Hate. HATE being yelled at.
Its not that i keep grudges or that im mad at myself or some crap like that.
Its just that fact that i got yelled at.
It seriously pisses the fuck outta me.

So you. The bitch who yelled at me. Don't worry. Im not mad. I just fucking hate you for yelling thats all :]

Yes im a bitch. But hey, thats how you survive in hellholes.

I'm not annoyed. Just irritated. Note the difference.

Again.
I'm not annoyed, just irritated.
Get it through ur head.
Life's so roller coaster like that im beginning to hate it.
I'm not saying that i hate life now.
Im just. Well. Irritated.

Again im irritated. Not annoyed.
Get it thru ur fucking head.

one word. Bliss ;]

AH! Finally i get to blog again. Boy, it never felt this good to type again on my own keyboard ;] the keyboard and mouse at the jusco's cc sucks xP

Okay..lets see what i can rmbr thats supposed to be blogged abt..um.

6th January 2010[my bday day :D]
Got a call from Julianne [darling :)] at 11.59 and by the time i picked up and said hello bla bla it was 12 so she was the first to wish me ;D
Followed by Crover <3 [a little too late dear ;P but oh well]
Then was Desmond. [damn i never thought he'd call in the first place]
and and lots of wishes and hugs in school
then one of my godbrothers like drove all the way from tasik to give me a present xD love u all lots :)

Then um..i forgot .______. but nvm i shall just blog the next thing i rmbr then :]

10th January 2010
Went to church and had the first lesson of Sunday School [gah D:] As expected we got Catherine Catherine again. BUT. She brought help this time. This guy, whose name i dnt noe and shall not bother to rmbr, who talks to the class like we're a bunch of retards. Either that or he has very bad asthma i dnt noe. Im telling you he was like
"You all..need to tell me...you names..if not..i'll be calling you..."boy" or "girl" for the rest of the year...ok?"
we were all like giving the *can you fudging[fudge because we're in church ;P] speak at a faster pace? Or would you need ur puffer for that?* look. And he fucking began the lesson with a STORY. Omg i think we would've turned 50 by the time he finished. Sigh we always get retarded teachers =.= and he friggin SPLIT julianne, melenie and i! OMG thats a SIN. A SIN IM TELLING YOU D:< okay. That aside, lets skip to after lesson. There was a youth meeting. Im the new secretary btw =.= gah. Anyway we went for lunch at JJ and zomg its freaking funny to go out with ppl like melvin and dicky and desmond. It'd be funnier if they'd speak in english more often .____. anyway when i got home and had dinner and all that. I get a call from des saying that he had some files or smth like that? Turns out he came to give me a present :D hehehehe

I guess that pretty much wraps everything up =) till the next time then ;D

Dead.

First things first. I noe its late but thanks everyone for coming for my bday thingy x) had a great great time x)
For more info about it please proceed to clicking the link under the name Mav :]

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The day after my bday thing i went out with the one and only Julianne Chin. I went over to Jul's hse there i met Shalini and Viva [sorry if i mispelt ur names ><] Anyway after bermake-uping and getting into the car. Thats when the story begins. She took me to Parade, and we were debating whether or not to go to Kenny Rogers or Sushi King for lunch. We did make a plan in the end. But we settled for popcorn first XD omg the popcorn at parade's awesome. There's like way more caramel than the on in jj. Guess what sombody wnated to do eversince we got to Parade. RIDE THE ELEVATORS! So yeah off we went, me with a warm box of popcorn in my hand. We went all the way up to the roof the moment the doors open[and before i knew what was happening]my excited friend's hand went BAM on my popcorn =O the friggin lift was full of popcorn XD naturally we composed ourselves and stepped out of the lift and burst into a fit of laughter. Then we caught another lift and went down again :) LUNCH at Sushi King was...funny XD like there was a surprise. Shall not blog bout that cause thats meant for Jul and i. *coughrolliepollieolliecough* XD oh yes. Jul paid for lunch ;D 72 bucks .____. so after lunch we decided to hunt for the two missing girls[who split with us to go with their boyfriendsx)]OMG it took us so bloody long to look for the place they were at. At last we found it. It took us a good 20 mins to look for it. And we spent hardly 5 mins there. Lol. Let's just say it wasnt comforting at all. After that..what did we do after tha-OH haha thats 18 above x) sorry. But did learn that one costs like what. 300 bloody bucks .___. some more some smartass fella said "ey i think 30 bucks enough. We go and check how much then we come back to buy the tshirts" HAH surprise surprise x)
Later on we went to Why Why Bookstore to try this chocolate fondue thing. Yes we went to a bookstore to hv fondue so anyway. Im telling u i laughed so hard and long that the whole shop could only hear our little giggles. Even the waiters[omg the waiters xD] we getting a little worried. So we chugged down man handled fruits and hot man's shit in liquid shit XD after that somebody pointed out "OH look pauline! Rabbit shit cake! And bird poop soup!" ROFLMAO. I cramped in places i didnt even noe i could cramp XD After that..we went for a hairwash. The guy who did my hair[i noticed that everytime i go to a salon to wash my hair with Jul a guy always does my hair .___.]was gentle in a way. But he did a fabulous job with my hair. Loved it so much xD Again Jul paid. Basically Jul paid for everything exept the popcorn xD Thank you again Jul for the AWESOME xinfinity day out ;)

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I seriously thank all the times when i has internet or even a computer in my house. Being internetless and computerless all together really sucks. All cause my hse is under renovation. Worse part is. My dad decides to put the computer in my room. So everyday i get to see the computer but i cant bloody use it =.= curses.

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Merry Xmas everyone! :D
yes i noe its a little too late but i was internetless. So sue me.

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Happy New Year everyone :) may u hv a great 2010!

And happy 2nd Monthevesary Crover :)

ha...i think thats basically it. Aside from me dying at home. Gah 2 weeks.
Bah, what am i saying? Its not that bad, pssh I can survive that;D
*inside: AHH FUCK IT. Just bloody kill me already GAH -.-*
Jul i hope u get better. Since u got ur new ipod s wont be expecting an sms from u later then xP
Yes this is a long post i had a lot to say. And sides. I dnt noe when i'll be getting internet again so yeah.
Goodnight world.