Yeah..

Okay so currently i've crossed out items on my to do list
- find a new empty tissue box
- decorate new found tissue box
- make bookmark with favourite bible passage
- start packing cause we hv a 15 item list to bring
- kill Queenie [still wrong list]
- go over list after packing.


I watched Grown Ups today with Jasmin, Vinny, Niki & Kshitij. Got to catch up with them x) That movie is shit funny. Whoever wants to watch it stop thinking & watch it. Anyway yeah Kshitij was telling us about his many adventures with Daniel, Kevin Hong Yan & the rest of the chinese gang when they went to KL. What bothered me the most is that his parents let him. I mean they hardly let him go out with friends yet they let him go off to KL. Thats like ur parents letting u hv sex but not letting u hv a boyfriend/girlfriend! .___. mhh anyway yeah i had fun still. Uhm. Yeah thats all. Bye.

I find it unfair how i invite people to read my blog
But they dnt let me read their blog. 
Maybe i should just uninvite them.

arghhhh

School's in a couple of weeks & i'm oh so reluctant to go back. I met Mrs I today in church & she just made my day :) gonna meet up with Tolee later ;D [hehehe]


Besides today the week's been pretty dull, as usual things only happen during weekends. Went to BM on Friday then crossed over to Penang & went shopping :D i bought a total of 7 shirts & i skirt :DD haha epic. Anyway yeah thats pretty much it.


My mission[s]:
- find a new empty tissue box [the maid threw away mine D:]
- decorate new found tissue box
- make bookmark with favourite bible passage .___.
- start packing cause we hv a 15 item list to bring
- kill Queenie oh wait wrong list xP
- um... oh yes go over list. Again.


Confirmation camp's in 4 days :O confirmation's less than 3 weeks :OOO

Temporary Home

Temporary Home - Carrie Underwood

Little boy, 6 years old
A little too used to being alone
Another new mom and dad
Another school
Another house that'll never be home

And when people ask him how he likes this place
He looks up and says with a smile upon his face

This is my temporary home
Its not where i belong
Windows and rooms that i'm passing through
This is just a stop on the way to where i'm going
I'm not afraid because i know
This is my temporary home

Young mom on her own
She needs a little help got no where to go
Shes looking for a job looking for a way out
Cause a halfway house will never be a home

At night she whispers to her baby girl
Someday we'l find our place in this world

This is our temporary home
Its not where we belong
Windows and rooms that we're passing through
This is just a stop on the way to where we're going
I'm not afraid because i know
This is our temporary home

Old man, hospital bed
The room is filled with people he loves
And he whispers don't cry for me
I'll see you all someday

He looks up and says
I can see gods face

This is my temporary home
Its not where i belong
Windows and rooms the i'm passing through
This is just a stop on the way to where i'm going
I'm not afraid because i know
This was my temporary home

This is our temporary home

The song's music video made me cry :(

Dreams .____.

19/8/10
I woke up & was in an unfamiliar place. I somehow ended up in college with Jul. Then we were walking around checking the out the place. Then there was a big riot all of a sudden. Like somehow we fast forwarded to somewhere in the middle of the term. There were a lot of students going everywhere. Then i saw Jul & she looked furious with me. Shortly she gave me a call & she told me she didnt want to be friends with me anymore >< & hung up. Then, sudden blurness. I woke up knowing i just had a dream. But i didnt actually wake up. Instead i woke up from a dream IN my dream >< i knew this cause i 'woke up' to the same college surroundings. I was relieved in my dream & wanted to tell Jul, but instead i met this new girl, i cant rmbr her face but i noe we've not met before. Ever. but i rmbr we were laughing so i guess we got along well. One moment i was laughing with the new girl the next i was in a bike shop. Comparing prices & asking the guy how much a 'no brand bike' was compared to a branded one like Yamaha. "well, one's 158 & the other's 183" yes, he said those figures. then i somehow was in a car with my parents telling them about the bike prices. I really really woke up this time.


20/8/10
There was an old man, the grumpy & never smiling kind, & following him was a boy, about my age. I've never seen the boy before but i do rmbr that he had fair skin & was quite handsome. They kept on going after my stuff cause apparently i was in a race with my parents.idk if they were competitors or not but they were just always after my stuff. Then we, parents & i, had to find this book. I found it & tried to avoid the man & his follower. Blurness again. But i do rmbr yelling out "i knew it! I just knew you were gonna take it from me!". I also rmbr yelling at the old man & the boy, saying how much i hated them & how much they disgusted me or smth like that. Whatever it was, i was pissed. At them. I turn to the boy & asked him why he was doing this & he just smiles at me. Then somehow i saw my cousin .___. in the bookshop lining up to pay. Idk why but i apologised to him about my behavior, he said smth but i can't rmbr what. I woke up.


*copied from the notes i wrote, on the same days i had the dreams, from my phone & yes i do notice that my 2nd dream was more epic than the first*

*clenches teeth & nods very patiently*

Lets start with yday at the formation. First hour Jul & i were saved because miraculously there was wifi! :O so yeah. Then nothing much. Except for this certain idiot who was so ohmygodiwannahangYOUupsidedownonthecross stupid. Then later on Father Micheal [who was our speaker for the formation] showed a short clip on how the people in the US do P&W. Just imagine Hillsong Ipoh x10000. & ths\at stupid idiot commented that its nothing, just a music concert. OMG the whole youth table was like *glares at the stupidomgbbqshit stupid idiot*. After that lunch & David Foong is so omg funny xD
A stupid moment during formation
*Father Micheal explains the church of Basilica*
"Isnt basilica the thing for breast implants?"
"LOL NO. Thats silica!"
XDDD [notice no names were mentioned]


[Oh fuck, why oh why didnt they just bash u up huh? I mean i'm not promoting violence. Ok maybe i am in ur case but u deserve it no? GAH]


SUNDAY : FAMILY DAY
Family day was so. Irritating in the beginning but it got better then bumpy then ok again. JUL & I PAINTED PINTO & MICHEAL'S NAILS BLACK XD quote from Amelia:
"Pinto looks goth but Micheal just looks gay" LOL XD
I was supposed to be dunked first, but yeah Isaac was on popular demand xD so yeah in the end we were all fine. Another quote from dear Amelia:
Jul: What's that guy's name again?
Amelia [eating danish]: Jere*slurp*my
Jul: WHAT? Vaginamy? LOL
*bursts out with roaring laughter* 
Ahh good ol Fishball Amelia :)
Btw Jul if ur reading this i forgot to tell you. While i was filling water balloons with Jeremy [no not vaginamy ur brother Jeremy] a certain idiot walking with Sam & Marsha passed us. So the situation was as follows:
Me: Sam, Sam! Could i hv a sip please?
Sam: Sure :) *gives me cup*
Idiot: Hello?
Me: *takes sip* thanks. Oh hi Marsha :)
Idiot: HELLO??
Marsha: *waves*
Idiot: HELLOO????
Me: *continues filling water balloons*


Yes Jul, u may love me now :D hahahaha


Anyway yeah that was family day, not that many stalls & not that many people this year :( all cause of the no-more-using-coupons thing. Sigh. Oh yeah, when i went out with my parents. My dad thought i put make up on, but in actual fact is i got sunburnt .___.


So yeah heh :)

Do you have to go home on Friday? Can't you just stay a day longer?

:(

Decisions decisions

Currently i am deciding whether or not to make my blog private or not. Thing is, if i do privatize my blog, it'll be kind of a hassle. Then again ppl could just ask me to invite them. Oh yeah. Good thing about private blogs is my cbox wont get spammed by lifeless people with their unbearably broken english. So. Yeah, from now on this blog is private :D 


On second thought, i'll privatize my blog after the the people i want their emails give me their emails .__.

Hi-ho hi-ho its of to blogging i go :D

A very special thank you to Lim Hui Zen for giving me this oh-so-wonderful idea of a blog post :D


We were chatting & he gave me the link to a certain someone's blog. Mind u, this person is one of the most annoying, snobbish, stupid, pathetic, wimpy *& it goes on* person in the whole of IIS. Yes i hv mentioned someone before being like what i had just said, but no they are not the same person. Plain bitchy & bitchy but stupid are two different things. ANYWAY, moving on. 
I read one of her posts on my school's prom night for the year 11's [Hui Zen's class :)] & she said that it took her 2 hours to get her hair done. & the result? Lets just say the sentence, "Gee i didn't know blow drying my hair took 2 hours" is all i need to say. She apparently spent dunno how many hours picking which dress to wear & God noes what else & the overall result looked like she was prepared for production a night early. 
Then Hui Zen points out this post on how she asked a certain guy & got rejected. most of the time i would pity posts like that cause i definitely wouldn't want that to happen to me. But the way she said her broken english sentences was just so. Funny. There was also so much gusto in her sentences i could almost imagine her losing her head. Which just made everything all the more funny xP 
Now, don't get me wrong. Its not that i enjoy other people's pain. Well maybe i do sometimes to some people BUT she's just one of those people who deserve all this u noe? They're so full of themselves that sometimes things like that are necessary to knock them back to earth. [or to hell, wherever ;P]


Anyway wow, this has been a long post. I shall stop here :)


OH YEAH i finally rmbred ONE stupid thing that happened during the time i went out with Jul for Hillsong :D but its so... unexplainable xP sry.

Btw, gangs're supposed to help each other & stick together.

Thats the whole point of a gang.

If not we'd just be aquaintances

;P   

Serious stuff. Mostly.

Okay, lets see what i've got so far. *ahem*


Oh yes before i forget, on the day of the Hillsong concert, Jul & i went to Parkson & we had stupid moments & the sad part is i cant rmbr any of them now D: i need Jul to refresh me >< shall get back to u on that. Moving on.


On Saturday, i had my usual things going on & i did wardening for mass. Jul wasnt there but Pinto & Toffee were there =D its hilarious when they were having their intimate moments throughout mass. & when it came to sign of peace, god it was like cupid struck them all over again. 


Yesterday, was a *busy* day ;P started off with mass. I did wardening again cause Jul was there this time & as usual we did our usual stupid stuff. Jul singing in her variation of songs which sounded like a chinese chipmunk & yes we got a few stares while we were giggling like stupid idiots xP then was the coffee morning. While Jul went off to change Melenie & i were standing around in the middle of the busyness wondering what the hell to do .__. THEN I FOLLOWED JUL TO DO RATIONS XDD but before that i had to explain to the gay one about the class tshirt design. 
Omg it was like explaining to a brick wall =.= *slaps forehead* if he gets the design wrong so help me i will tie him up to a chair & throw him off the 2nd floor then hv everyone in class kick the shit out of him till he cries out for mercy. When he does i shall then proceed to boiling his fingers & feeding him to stray dogs *exhales* oh wait. But then i would hv to TOUCH him. If he gets it wrong i shall wear gloves THEN tie him to the chair & proceed to my torturings for him *inserts evil laugh* come to think of it'll be sad to let him suffer alone so i'll throw in Queenie to sweeten the deal :D *inserts evil laugh 2*
At rations, Uncle Gordon was there & omg he is so. FUNNY XD i couldn't take a decent picture for Jul's folio without failing at the first try due to laughter. We finally went for class & they were watching a movie Jul & i had the best seats in the whole room: next to a certain fellow named Neil xD Jul brought her itouch so she was showing Neil this game which was *cough* stopping sperms with condoms. Neil was so *grossed* out by it that when we had to go back to our classroom he was yelling at Jul "Ok! Go back class i can play the condom game! CONDOM GAME!!!" it was a slapsfacethenproceedstoaskingwhoareyou? moment.
After that was youth meeting, Dicky & Amelia had happy time while the others [me, Jul, Neil, Nigel & pinto] were fooling around. Then Jul gets a phone call from her dad. Situation was as follows.
-Jul answers call & responds accordingly- we're all quiet cause call from parents is a BIG thing xP i was standing at the door & next thing i knew Jul was running in my direction yelling: 
"FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKK! WHERE'S DICKY??? -why?- MY DAD'S COMINGGGG!!!!!"
& everyone proceeds to panicking .___. amidst all this Mav arrived & he was caught in everything too xP [again i'm sorry ><]
so yeah after that everything was ok & Mav spent the whole day with me & my parents x)


So, all in all. Sunday was the best day of the week x)

Oh whatever to u just cause i dnt like fish & i hate Dragonball 

Nyehh >xP

*grins*

I just read, a certain blog belonging to a certain person i know. & boy, u just made my day. Though u typed out my full name & posted that horrendous picture of me, i still love you. 


& um, to the friend who motivated my certain friend to post that post. 
I read ur post too xP & i find it a very aww factor hehehe [don't kill me ><]


A-n-y-w-a-y, thats all from me now.

I love you this much

*points to somewhere very[xinfinity] far*

<3

Pictures by me :)

The first picture is my first "pro" picture :DD & second picture's a picture of morning glories :) & the last picture's my little doggie's version of the classic ";P"

Pictures :)

i've decided to upload pictures & not just give the links cause the beta version of my blog thingy is oh-so-incredibly fast :D

Hillsong

Okay, so i just got back from the seminar & yeah it was okay. I thought we'd get to do some writing but we didnt. Anyway still havent gotten our goodie bags though. Unless the file with 2 sheets of paper * a pencil WERE the goodie bags .__.


Anyway, i'm kinda excited about the concert tonight cause it means there'll be jumping & screaming & praising ;D so.. Yeah ;D 
Oh yeah, i met a lot of ppl i knew today :O i met, 
Nat, Chang, Andrew Tan, the 2 guys from the stadium shop, Ben & Sean Wilson. Then there was Hui Zie, Jon, Jason, Eve, Victor & Xing Xin. I met new people too like, Jonathan Sim, Johnson? & his girlfriend. Sorry but..i cant seem to rmbr her name now D: i feel horrible. & last but not least i met Julianne :D which doesnt really count though cause i went to Syuen with her xD 




Anyway shall go sleep now hees x)

ohmygawditstuesday ;D

ITS TUESDAY ITS TUESDAY ITS TUESDAY! & did i mention that its 

TUESDAY? :DDDD

yes, i'm going mad.

MONDAY

Its monday & its the day when i go to the gym to exercise off the monday blues.


Yes its monday, means there only one more day till the Hillsong day =DD [i call it Hillsong day cause yeah going for the seminar too xD] OH & thanks to my music teacher, i read the whole registration code e-mail & discovered that i get a free wristband & goodie bad =D yes, go read ur registration code e-mails *makes shoo-ing gesture*


I'm still sick D= but i guess its better, at least i can talk now. Its just that one sentence consisting of 5 words is followed by a whopping string of 20 coughs. Whichisaboutfourcoughsforoneword, BUT ANYWAY that doesnt matter. *exhales*


Yes i noe i sound high at the moment & yes i am, i blame the half of a slice of cake my mom gave me. Its Secret Recipe's White Chocolate Macadamia cake, got it from aunt's bday celebration yday. Parents & i bought her a cake since her *coughs* busy children can't come back to Ipoh. But she had a great time yday anyway, cause she had us [parents & i + her husband =D]


Anyway yeah, guess thats all form me now. Shall blog tmr =)
[i have now made it a point to post smth at the end of my blogs, sometimes it could be for somebody or it could be an ordinany thing =)]

Yes, I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all...

Finally

Finally i got to go out with a friend, finally i got to go out at all [.__.], finally got to go out with Julianne [<3] & finally got my new pointe shoes! Ahhh been waiting ages for them. Now i can take pictures with them =D 
I'm very happy with today's "lute" xD
Tmr AV room! =D oh this'll be classic, must rmbr to let William sit near us, by near i mean within earshot. & Pinto too =D
Um, lets see what else...
windowshopwindowshopwindowshopwindowshopwindowshopwindowshop!
sry .____. thats all i can really think abt..
um, i hv a terrible sore throat, so bad that my scream-till-i-hv-to-close-my-eyes voice volume, is ur normal everyday voice volume. But i dont care =D if i did, then i wouldnt hv gotten to eat the jelly ice drink & whatever nonsense i ate today with Jul =D 
I ate so much cough mixture at one go this afternoon & fell asleep while watching tv, luckily Jul called me, if not i would've missed our outing.
If u are sitting there reading this & thinking to urself that this blog post sounds like i'm listing out stuff, then give urself a pat on the back cause that is EXACTLY WHAT I'M DOING =D if that thought never crossed ur mind, slap urself & WAKE UP :)


Well, guess thats it for now. I'll, blog again tmr. Hopefully ;P

has it ever occured to u that,

maybe, possibly, 

in some weird but wonderful way, 

that even scientists cannot understand why,

& words even poets cannot describe,

that i love you?

<3 

BACK

WOOOOOO! I've never been so glad to be back in ipoh =D I missed the warm air & i missed everything that happened in ipoh D: sigh oh well.
Anyway, nothing much to say. Just wanted to show that 

I'M BACK

I missed you. But did you miss me?