Sickkkk D: fark.

GAH, what a time to get sick. During sports carnival and the last week of school T___T mhh. Anyway, shall blog bout my little, episode of me trying to sleep last night =D

At 11pm i went to bed, in hopes of sleeping. Slept for about 15 mins before waking up to a blocked nose, felt very very cold, even with blanket and low fan number. Did smth[i dnt rmbr what] and nose finally cleared. Fell asleep again, woke up at 3am, sweating a lot, but nose was blocked again .___. stayed up till 4 and finally slept again till 6.30.

.________.
again, being sick, SUCKS.

Just smth before i go sleep.

Yeung Kay-Shern, you're not a boring person

That is all =)
Nitey Nite world.

Ever had one of those days, when things start out alright, get crappy and just when u thought things are okay again another stupid shit situation happens again? That's pretty much today.

It started off alright, went for movie with my classmates, had an awesome time 'shopping' with nikki and faiz xD and the movie was great. How to train your dragon's nice x) the black dragon's fuckin cute =DDD then yeah, came the wrong time moment >< then church and dinner was fine. Then yeah, things went stupid again. Parents suddenly decided to ignore me and then talk to me again when we got home .___. uncle and aunt came over and that was fine. Cousins came over next, and they're. Well i dnt talk to them at all, and since they dnt really acknowledge my existence[cause they're working age and they're "grown-ups"] i've given up trying to show my existence.
And cause of the incident this afternoon, i wasn't really in the mood for anything really. So with them over now, talking to my parents, and me being in front of the comp blogging this blog. They prolly think i'm some lifeless child. Prolly in reality i am. But the main thing is, i couldn't care less bout what they think. Cause, really, whats the point? To them, i'm still the naive/annoying little 6 year old. It not just them in particular. Its most of my cousins. I only hv 2 cousins, who actually talk to me. 2 out of friggin 20 cousins. Yes to some thats not a very big number, but trust me, when the 2 cousins arent around, u feel oh-so-goddamn lonely sitting by urself, when everyone's laughing and having fun. That's why i never liked family dinners.
I've heard, that people say i'm very clingy. Yes, i prolly am and i'm truly sorry if it bothers u, but really. I cant help it.

I spy with my little, sepet eyes smth startting with a C!

Yesh a "C". Hehehehe =D


p/s: randomness taking over and blogging here. Please excuse my oh so lack of grammar usage. Please and thank you =D

Gopeng trip :)

Uhm.. I'm not gonna do a detailed blog post bout today's field trip, but i'm just gonna post the "funny moments" of today.

What happened when we reached Gopeng town...
Vin: Where are we?
Me: -___- Zimbabwe
Andrew: *gasps!* there are chinese ppl in Zimbabwe! Take a picture take a picture!!
*pause*
Me: And on ur right, you will see an indian man on a bicycle.
Andrew: *turns right & gasps* Take a picture, take a picture!
Me: And on ur left, you will see a building.
Andrew: *continues looking right and says a confused* omg...
-pause-
Me: That's your right darling, i said LEFT
Andrew: OH OH!! *immediately turn to the left* O-M-G!

Another one was, after my group was the first one to complete one team building activity.
We were given a small block of styrofoam[is that how u spell it?] with a nail sticking out of it, together with that, we were given 12 nails. The objective was to make the 12 nails balance on that 1 nail. Only that 1 nail is allowed to be poked into the styrofoam, and the other nails cannot touch the styrofoam while balancing.
So yeah, after we finished and showed our finished product, Jin yelled at the top of his voice:
I TOLD YOU! I TOLD YOU ALL THAT'S HOW YOU DO IT! I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU! *and goes on shouting that he told them*
[then he goes on a softer and yet more pathetic tone]
*sniffs* and you guys called me stupid...

HAHAHA x)

Anyway yeah, thats it from me today, all tired out.
Off i go.

I believe in the sun, even when it isnt shining.
I believe in love, even when there's no one there.
And i believe in God, I believe in God
Even when, he is silent =)
-i miss singing that song in church xP-

I just realised that i havent been writing any poems lately. Prolly cause im occupied with THE COMPLETE ILLUSTRATED WORKS OF Lewis Carrol. He's the author of Alice In Wonderland btw. Thank you again Andrew for lending me the book =) its gonna be a somewhat busy week this week, cause its exams again. Lets see..

OH! I'm going to Gopeng tmr! *woots!* with my class! *double woots!* AND ANDREW CAN COME! *quadruple woots!* =DDD on a not so bright note, my oh so fabulous[excuse me while i die for saying that], fake accented class teacher's coming with. Fuckk. Ah well. As long as i dnt hv to sit with her.
I hv mock exam on wednesday at 4 .____. hv to rush again ><
And, its the actual exam the next day D= [i pray that a certain group member of mine doesnt lock us in studio B]
Friday, its everything back to normal. Ah, then i'd be a free person =D aside from the sports week the following week.
I really, really cant wait for the holidays. I wanna be able to sleep in again ><
*cough* and some other reasons too. Heh ;D

Our bet, don't forget our bet x)

Saturday.

Today instead of having class at 9 had it at 8.30 instead, but yeah because of the dilly dallying we only started at 9 -_____- after that went to eat and went to JJ again xP
someone commented: 'u really got so much time ar?'
anyway, back home after that. I fell asleep for what half an hour? And was woken up by a call from Ching xD ahh Chingy. Mass was after that, met Dicky, Adrian, Leroy, Neil, Nigel and one mroe guy i forgot his name. I just call him fat piggy xPP and yes they were all guys, i noticed that. Brenda joined us a while after and Jul too =) then mass. I still feel awkward when wardening .___.
Anyway, went to Kizuna for dinner again =DDD

My apologies for the brief blog post, im just waiting for Jul to come over cause she's sleepin over =) oh maybe i'll blog bout one of our convos today.

Jul:Pau, i MIGHT hv to cancel tonight. Some family thing came up .___.
Pau:Omg..okay then
Jul:I'm really sorry D:
Pau:Its fine la =)
-15 mins later*
Jul:PAU! I'M COMINGGGG OVERRRRRRRRRRR!!! =D =D =D =D =D =D =D
Pau: O_____O... YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! =D =D =D =D =D

hahaha. Random no? =)

LSS-ing to: I Miss You - Blink 182
Phrase of the day:
A double-storeyed house with 3 dogs and ac in rooms which are necessary =)

Scrub a dub dub x]

Its friday, again, and yeah i went out again =D same place, somewhat same time but with different person. Went out with Jul today =) BEFORE i start illustrating on my outing, i shall just comment that. I hate my english results and yes i've told my mom about it. No she didnt give me hell for it, cause she could tell i was pissed enough when i got into the car.
NOW, moving on...

Arrived in JJ at bout 2 ish, went to coffee bean to get one caramel thingy and this drink called sunrise. They were both good =) then we went "scrubbing" =D hehehe. Shant tell u where though. Lol. Anyway as we were on the way up on the escalator, there was this big gap between us, Jul and i, and this group of malay lalas in front of us. Jul took one BIG step and she was right behind them, naturally i took one BIG step too to join her. Then i overheard one of the girls saying:

"Eh, kenape mereka dekat sangat?"
[hey, why are they so close?]
I wanted to reply her:
"kerana muka awak begitu BUTT FUGLY =D"

LOL ><" it means "cause ur face is so BUTT FUGLY" btw =) then um, i bought Jul a single scoop BR cone =D THEN WE WENT TO TAKE PICTURES! Yes, in the lala machines. While we were editing them, i noticed that my hair looked cropped in the picture .__. it was like: Me: OMG WHERE DID MY HAIR GO??? fuckk DD= Jul: *bursts out laughing & takes pic of me editing that picture* i'm gonna label this as "where did my hair go? fuckk" =D Me: -.-" Then, yeah it was the BADUMPBADUMP of the chest moment. IN THE END WE WERE VICTORIOUS! =DDDD lol ANYWAY, guess thats all bout that. I'm pretty sure Jul'd rmbr more so yeah, feel free to check her blog for updates =)

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I'm going on a trip next tuesday to Gopeng Resort ;DD cant wait. Then i hv my ballet exam on thursday in the very same week .___. fuck,i am going to fail,fuck.

I seriously cant wait for the holidays, be in only 10 days, i just really REALLY want to spend a day with Crover =\ sigh.
*patience patience*

Uhm, im guessing thats all for now. Shall blog more tmr. I got a feeling that i'll hv LOTS more to blog bout after this weekend. Hehehe.

PS: I'm pretty sure u could guess what they're bout. And yes, i still rmbr the lyrics to the whole song =)

i really really hate it
when what if's start to come into my mind.

:D :D :D

This is what happened when i went out with my class =) sry couldnt post it earlier.

Um a series of things happened today. Shall start with what happened in school. It was pretty normal in school, except for the part Nikki and i collided into each other .___. yeah. Its a complicated process but yeah thats what happened. She landed on the sand so she scraped her elbow pretty bad. I fell on the grills to cover the drains so i just got bruised and scraped on my knees. After colliding, instead of crying out in pain, we burst out laughing xD not cause we enjoy pain or anything -___- but cause of our stupidity xD

After school it was off to jj to watch Alice In Wonderland =DD the highlight of the day. We met up with Thylana as well =) after buying our take away from McD, we went to the food court cause Andrew bought doughnuts there. So yeah. Out of the several tables that were in that place, our table was the loudest xD there was this cashier that kept on looking at me and Andrew. It was creepy .___. he and i even noticed she started grinning at us when Andrew fed me ice cream ._____. i think she thought we were together. *swt* ANYWAY we were noisy and yeah we were having a great time. Before going in, some of us went to buy popcorn. There was this Alice in Wonderland combo, where the popcorn container was like the mad hatter's hat x) a lot of ppl bought it, and it was RM 10.90 .___. So anyway yeah, we were going up the stairs, and guess who was working on the day to check my tickets. Yeah, Melvin Navin was doing it xP he attempted to trip me, epic fail [HAH! xD] while i was grinning at him i got weird looks from my classmates.. Jasmin finds it weird that i noe so many ppl in ipoh. Its not my fault they tend to show up xP anyway the movie was great =)definitely a must watch. Halfway thru the movie, Thylana asks
"That's how caterpillars die?? =OOOOO" & i said
"No Thylana, its turning into a butterfly =_____="
"OHHHHH!!!!!!"
Yes that was a sweat moment.
nothing much after that. A great day out it was ;DD

Okay, i'm finally blogging again. So, yeah nothing much today. Oh yeah, i gave Andrew his presents today. One from the 3 of us, Jasmin, Nikki and i, and another gift. Personally from me =) he looked happy. So Andrew if ur reading this u better come to school tmr x)

Speaking of school, i was just reading this blog belonging to a school friend of mine, and i'm telling u here and now, he sounds so. Changed. Its like, the person whom i thought he was suddenly vanished. This big, asswipe, sad excuse of a human being, suddenly became this meek, humble and seemingly fun to be with person.
Yes, for the first time in a very long time. I felt pity for him, when i read his most recent post. And yet, if someone were to ask me,
"Would u fall for him again?"
I'd say,
"Nope, not a chance of that happening ;)"

*breathes*

Oh fuck this week. Hate it when its the week after exams, cause its when results come out. So far, the results i got were, somewhat what i expected. Some even worse than i expected. But i shall only blog my final results when i get everything back. Ish ish.

This is BULLSHIT. Exams/assestments/test yeah they're all BULLSHIT. Ah Jul & i, we were having this convo yday. I think some might find it amusing.
Jul - green me - blue

Sigh why cant exams be like go swear at a teacher. Extra points given for bravery and style.
Go stab ur enemies. 5 hours limit.
In the given time, u must stab at least 80% of ur total to pass. Extra for stabbing teachers.
Or we could hv things like go clubbing and write a min of 20 words bout ur exp. sheesh obviously its time to change the minister of ed.
Omg yeah, must work with a partner x)
Yeah the more the better. or or pick some random blue blubblub and write 5 reasons why u dnt like it. Extra points for real life experioences.
Can we change it to. Pick any random blubblub u'd like to KILL? If so please state. Practicals later.
ZOMG yes yes yes.also,an alternative subject-a retarded gayass ss teacher. extra points for both
OMG yeah! we'd be A* students all year round! ;D

[then i was talking bout the pda rule in school then this came up]

Oh and ALL SCHOOLS COED. First rule of the book:lessons start at 10 and finish at 10.15. Attendance taking-15 mins. The rest of the time is to be spent roaming the school thinking of things useless to the society. Gossiping,talking and playing mindless games will be rewarded handsomely. Classes are also chosen by students. Students are expected to be noisy. Students who do not adhere to the above rules will be punished severely.
No school uniforms. Any nerd-like outfits will be shamed and boo-ed in public
Yes.school shoes will not be tolerated.
Paint ur nails, or just keep them long
Manicure/pedicure privileges will be provided. Hair must also be kept in a stylish and up to date fashion. Lala hairstyles will not be tolerated.

This isnt really our FULL convo. But yeah, its part of it. Bottom line's we both think exams are bullshit. ;)

Those who're judging us just cause of this convo we had, better not get in my way of u will die. Thank you.

BLOGGIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I hv seriously missed typing on my black and noisy keyboard DDD= in case u didnt noe, i was having exams hence my absence in blogging. I havent officially ended mt exams yet but I DONT CARE =)

So far i've roughly made an assumption on what i passed and what i'd fail[again]
*ahehem*Since i am i "business student" and is doing accounts. I shall apply the law of prudence first. Which means i'm gonna say what i think i'm gonna fail first xP And if ur wondering why i didnt just say that in the first place, fuck off. Its my blog =)

Subjects I am bound to f-a-i-l.
CHEM
Bio &
Bst [sorry mr francis ><]
Maths
and im guessing thats everything..

Now the subjects i THINK i will pass
ICT
Accounts
Econs! ;D

Guarantee pass
English
Malay.

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its sad i noe. but haih what to do? xD those who had "study harder" in ur heads, again. Fuck off -.-