I just happened to stumble across this blog post..and i dont noe why..it just made me feel all..hurt inside. It just made me feel..idk..it just hurt to read it..it was bout this guy [the blogger] talking bout what happened to him a few months back [according to his blog] and like he was saying if he was more 'controlled' would things hv worked out better and all that. And,heh,idk y it just made me feel..smth..but i just cant describe what. Its kinda like you suddenly being told that ur pet died or smth. Heh. Idk what is wrong with me.