jealousy.

turns out, he didnt leave me. he just left to get me ice cream :)

in order to keep u going

yes dear bloggie, in order to keep u going i shall post smth. 


Today was the last day of the school term & HELLO CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS :D the absolutely sad part about it though is:

• i hv to study. Shit loads
• i hv to do my homework. Which consists of 6 past year papers for math, 4 for econs, 4 for malay, 12 for bio. & not forgetting english. Which is summaries & all that shit. Fun, no?
• i hv to fucking get more flexible for ballet. Like really, touch-the-wall-with-my-the-soul-of-my-foot-with-my-leg-over-my-head while standing. Flexible.
• i hv to stop trying to be on tumblr so much .___.
• & yes basically doing the list over & over & over again.

ANYWAY. There are some good points to my sad sounding life. I managed to watch Happy Potter & the deathly hallows [:D] & Unstopplables. 

TODAY. 

Was such a fun day. Everything was fine. Till i got my ballet results.

I got a fucking Merit. Sigh.. Got a 73. 75's a distinction. Ish ish ish.

Anyway guess thats it for now. Till next time.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE :)

OH & i got my phone back! :) 

I've been using tumblr so much it took me 15 mins to rmbr how to change my blog title .___. damn...

pictures :)

Yes they are by urs truly. :)


The original

The edited #1

The edited #2

Losing appeal.

Blogspot is getting...boring .__. but i will still keep this alive :)
Julianne u bitch u changed the link without telling me :(
Tumblr's pretty hahahahaha. Oh i found this thing it was oh so true.


TUMBLR STOLE ME FROM FACEBOOK & TWITTER.


No i dont hv twitter. "Twitting" is just so. Mehh anyway yeah my tumblr's on the previous post :) 


Cheers.

• FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”
• FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “you will die in Seven days…” (Note, if you don’t understand this, watch The Ring. Then watch The Ring 2. Then watch Ringu.)
• FRIENDS: Help you up when you fall.
• BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, “Walk much, dumb ass?”
• FRIENDS: Help you find your prince.
• BEST FRIENDS: Kidnap him and brings him to you.
• FRIENDS: Will ask you if you’re okay when you’re crying.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, “Ha Ha, Loser!”
• FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.
• FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool with you at that time of the month.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.
• FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.
• BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run, fucker, run!”
• FRIENDS: Will help you move.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.
• FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.
• BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, “That was awesome! Let’s do it again!”
• or
• FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail again
• BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying “DAMN!” we messed up!
• FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
• BEST FRIENDS: Help themselves and are the reason why you have no food.
• FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.
• BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!
• FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
• BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried…just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.
• FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.
• BEST FRIENDS: Have you on speed dial.
• FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
• BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, “My bad…here’s a tissue.”
• FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.
• BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story…
• FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowd’s ass that left you
• FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
• BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME.”
• FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.
• BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.
• FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)
• BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.
• FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you’ve had enough.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say “Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don’t waste!
• FRIENDS: Would read and ignore this.
• BEST FRIENDS: Will repost this :)

http://togetherwewillbeunstoppable.tumblr.com/
(:

Terrified

Catherine McPhee (Ft. Zachary Levi) Lyrics

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark,
And I'm in love and I'm terrified.
For the first time in the last time
In my only life.

This could be good
It's already better than that
And love is worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting start
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
in my only

I only said it cause i mean it
I only mean cause it's true
So don't you doubt what i've been dreaming
Cause it fills me up and holds me close
Whenever i'm without you

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
In my only life

I've just gotten myself an account on tumblr. And I dont know whether i should totally convert to tumblr or not. I mean i'm so used to blogspot already & its like such a hassle right now cause, on tumblr, pretty themes are bought. Ahh we'll see we'll see. In the mean time, this blog's fine with me :)

so cool.

Rethink Scholarship at Langara 2010 Call for Entries from Langara College on Vimeo.

TO: whoever has my hp no.

no smsing me or calling me on my handphone number. Phone's been taken away.




I shouldnt be angry ryt? After all its MY fault. Its always my fault everything's my fault.

To that special friend of mine who's been there since 11 years ago :)

Firework - Katy Perry
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Somehow, i think. That you always feel like ur alone and that no one will ever be by ur side. 

That u always feel like ur inferior or that ur not special. 

But really. You are, and dont u ever forget that

How do i noe? 

Simply cause you're special to me

and together; we will be unstoppable 

;)

Mehh

First off. Can u [yes u, the reader] see the part on my blog where, just below each post there is this line "posted by Candle Girl" IF you can see that. Then could u PLEASE tell me how can i edit that part? Yes, i did it before but i've forgotten now. So, yeah. P&Q [please & thank you] :)

Listen

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own

Just got back from Penang & i feel like the weekend's too short again ><
Just a short post. 
I miss you & i noe ur busy but. Yeah. I just miss you :(


OH i am so happy for u. I really hope it works out well for u :)


btw
I like it on my bed ;)

Blogging again :)

First & foremost, FUNG ZAL YAH IS GONE :D ok moving on.


Since the term started, we've been hearing Mr Ang telling us that a lot of teachers say we're very serious & that we've grown up. Well, in my view, we've gotten worse xD I mean, Year 11s student SHOULD:
- be more serious in what they do
- carry ourselves well for we're the "oldest" in school
- have a more matured mind
- dont go to the playground
- [girls] hate rain
- [girls] hate getting scruffed on the legs, arms etc
- [girls] hate getting their nails broken
- dont like getting their uniform dirty


But its so not like that with us. The first thing on the list is already off.
Be serious in what we do.
"Nithin stop doing that ur the head boy for goodness sake!"
Nithin: You cant make me stop NYEH! *sticks out tongue*


Carry ourselves well for we're the "oldest"
*pours water onto hand & splashes at Niki*
OI! *splashes back*
-then we hv a water splashing war-


Have a matured mind
Uh. I think this is self explanatory xP


Don't go to the playground
"wanna go to the playground?"
OK :D
*gets to the playground*
I WANNA SIT ON THE SWING FIRST!
NO WAY I WAS HERE FIRST
-then yeah u get the idea-


[girls]

Hate rain

*starts to drizzle*

Girls come into the shade, its starting to rain!

WTF?? NO D:

Hate getting scruffed on the legs, arms etc

OW i got a paper cut! D:

. . . stop complaining, hv u seen the scratches on MY leg??

Hate getting their nails broken

Normally: OMG my nail broke D:

Girls from my class: Oh my nail broke. *starts biting to make it look even again* all done :D

Don't like getting their uniforms dirty
"LETS GO PLAY IN THE PUDDLES :D"
we cant..we'd get in deep shit if we get our uniforms dirty.
"oh yeah.. damn.."
*both sit in shade & stares at puddles*
I REALLY WANNA PLAY IN THE PUDDLE DDDDDD:


LOL. So yeah basically thats us xD oh & one more thing.
"boys, u should be gentle to the girls."
Faiz : thats not fair! We dont get to be rough on them but they'll be rough to us! D:<
Me : *evil grin* hehehe no we wont Faiz >:)


Ah & we must not forget our fail moments x)


Niki says:
Pauline is the nicest person on earth, second to Hitler :)
-aww i love you Nike ;)-

Calmed.

Yes, as the title goes i do feel like i've calmed down :) In my previous post [which seems like i posted months ago] i had: confirmation, majors exam & school exams. First off, Confirmation & secondly, as of today. My majors exam's over too :D


Confirmation
I went for the rehearsal after my ballet & they were just about to start. Lucky me. Anyway the rehearsals went fine & we had a system when we were about to get confirmed. It was the, after you get confirmed you go away in such a way ppl can take pictures sort of thing. So ok that was fine. Hymns, the hymns picked by Ms Terri were so nice, if only my class sang louder. & yeah. OH PICTURES :D i'll post some here. But most of the epic ones are on Nicholas's fb so. Yeah do check them out :) Nicholas Ruben, btw.

Pinto & Toffee's gay moment xD
Jul & I [like DUH :)]
That's Nicholas :)
MOMMY :D
Mel, Daphne, Charmaine & i had the same candle xD


& yeah thats pretty much it :)

Tired.

Lately, i've been feeling oh so tired & idk why D: one factor could be because of school, or ballet or even church .__. but the factor i think is best fit is due to the weather. Its like hot, most of the day then it rains. Or like yday it just rained the whole day. Now, i'm the sort of person who can fall asleep in hot & rainy weather. I feel like such a pig ugh *slaps forehead* & lately, i've been craving for "pin pei" mooncakes .___. [they're the type that u hv to put in the fridge, the not baked ones]


Confirmation's in 3 days, majors exams for ballet is in less than a week & igcse's in 2 months[according to Mrs I if we cut out the sleeping & eating & bla bla] 
.______.

I am going to go crazy.

Ever After

"I wanted to ask... Have you ever, in the slightest of chances, loved me as your own?"


Who could love a stone in their shoe?




Oh i love that movie, its really good. Should watch it. 
Ever After - A Cinderella Story

My daddy found my pendrive :D

Random songs :D

Who gives Faith for the fa-fa-faith, 
Who gives Grace for the gra-a-ce,
Who gives Hope for the ho-ho-hope
Who gives the Love for the lo-o-ove


Who is that man [who is that man]
I wanna shake his hand,
For he lives in me, & he set me free
& he died for you & me
WAOOOOH!
Doop doop do do do doop doop do do di doop doop do do-o-o-p
[repeat everything]


Who is the king of the jungle? [ooo ooo]
Who is the king of the sea? [bubble bubble bubble]
Who is the king of the universe, the king of you & me
Well i say:
J E S U S YES! He is the king of me
He is the king of the jungle &
The king of you & me [bubble bubble bubble]

LSS: Just The Way Your Are - Bruno Mars

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don’t see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she’d let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She’s so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you’re searching for
Then just stay the same

So don’t even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are