Terrified

Catherine McPhee (Ft. Zachary Levi) Lyrics

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark,
And I'm in love and I'm terrified.
For the first time in the last time
In my only life.

This could be good
It's already better than that
And love is worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting start
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
in my only

I only said it cause i mean it
I only mean cause it's true
So don't you doubt what i've been dreaming
Cause it fills me up and holds me close
Whenever i'm without you

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
In my only life

I've just gotten myself an account on tumblr. And I dont know whether i should totally convert to tumblr or not. I mean i'm so used to blogspot already & its like such a hassle right now cause, on tumblr, pretty themes are bought. Ahh we'll see we'll see. In the mean time, this blog's fine with me :)

so cool.

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TO: whoever has my hp no.

no smsing me or calling me on my handphone number. Phone's been taken away.




I shouldnt be angry ryt? After all its MY fault. Its always my fault everything's my fault.

To that special friend of mine who's been there since 11 years ago :)

Firework - Katy Perry
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Somehow, i think. That you always feel like ur alone and that no one will ever be by ur side. 

That u always feel like ur inferior or that ur not special. 

But really. You are, and dont u ever forget that

How do i noe? 

Simply cause you're special to me

and together; we will be unstoppable 

;)

Mehh

First off. Can u [yes u, the reader] see the part on my blog where, just below each post there is this line "posted by Candle Girl" IF you can see that. Then could u PLEASE tell me how can i edit that part? Yes, i did it before but i've forgotten now. So, yeah. P&Q [please & thank you] :)

Listen

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own

Just got back from Penang & i feel like the weekend's too short again ><
Just a short post. 
I miss you & i noe ur busy but. Yeah. I just miss you :(


OH i am so happy for u. I really hope it works out well for u :)


btw
I like it on my bed ;)

Blogging again :)

First & foremost, FUNG ZAL YAH IS GONE :D ok moving on.


Since the term started, we've been hearing Mr Ang telling us that a lot of teachers say we're very serious & that we've grown up. Well, in my view, we've gotten worse xD I mean, Year 11s student SHOULD:
- be more serious in what they do
- carry ourselves well for we're the "oldest" in school
- have a more matured mind
- dont go to the playground
- [girls] hate rain
- [girls] hate getting scruffed on the legs, arms etc
- [girls] hate getting their nails broken
- dont like getting their uniform dirty


But its so not like that with us. The first thing on the list is already off.
Be serious in what we do.
"Nithin stop doing that ur the head boy for goodness sake!"
Nithin: You cant make me stop NYEH! *sticks out tongue*


Carry ourselves well for we're the "oldest"
*pours water onto hand & splashes at Niki*
OI! *splashes back*
-then we hv a water splashing war-


Have a matured mind
Uh. I think this is self explanatory xP


Don't go to the playground
"wanna go to the playground?"
OK :D
*gets to the playground*
I WANNA SIT ON THE SWING FIRST!
NO WAY I WAS HERE FIRST
-then yeah u get the idea-


[girls]

Hate rain

*starts to drizzle*

Girls come into the shade, its starting to rain!

WTF?? NO D:

Hate getting scruffed on the legs, arms etc

OW i got a paper cut! D:

. . . stop complaining, hv u seen the scratches on MY leg??

Hate getting their nails broken

Normally: OMG my nail broke D:

Girls from my class: Oh my nail broke. *starts biting to make it look even again* all done :D

Don't like getting their uniforms dirty
"LETS GO PLAY IN THE PUDDLES :D"
we cant..we'd get in deep shit if we get our uniforms dirty.
"oh yeah.. damn.."
*both sit in shade & stares at puddles*
I REALLY WANNA PLAY IN THE PUDDLE DDDDDD:


LOL. So yeah basically thats us xD oh & one more thing.
"boys, u should be gentle to the girls."
Faiz : thats not fair! We dont get to be rough on them but they'll be rough to us! D:<
Me : *evil grin* hehehe no we wont Faiz >:)


Ah & we must not forget our fail moments x)


Niki says:
Pauline is the nicest person on earth, second to Hitler :)
-aww i love you Nike ;)-

Calmed.

Yes, as the title goes i do feel like i've calmed down :) In my previous post [which seems like i posted months ago] i had: confirmation, majors exam & school exams. First off, Confirmation & secondly, as of today. My majors exam's over too :D


Confirmation
I went for the rehearsal after my ballet & they were just about to start. Lucky me. Anyway the rehearsals went fine & we had a system when we were about to get confirmed. It was the, after you get confirmed you go away in such a way ppl can take pictures sort of thing. So ok that was fine. Hymns, the hymns picked by Ms Terri were so nice, if only my class sang louder. & yeah. OH PICTURES :D i'll post some here. But most of the epic ones are on Nicholas's fb so. Yeah do check them out :) Nicholas Ruben, btw.

Pinto & Toffee's gay moment xD
Jul & I [like DUH :)]
That's Nicholas :)
MOMMY :D
Mel, Daphne, Charmaine & i had the same candle xD


& yeah thats pretty much it :)