its been a long time..a really really really long time.
for what u may ask, well my fellow readerwhoactuallygives2fucksonwhatimabouttowrite, a long time for a lot of things.
first of, its been a long time since i made a blog post, im surprised my blog hasnt been suspended of smth for under usage & all. second, as hard as it may seem to believe, its been a long time since i've actually fallen for someone. not the 'yes i miss you bla bla bla kid's shit' sort. but the real, 'i miss u till i hope the next person to turn the corner's gonna be u' kind. it may sound stalker-like,forgive me, i cant think of a better example. but really, it seems weird and somewhat unfair to my exes,cause i mean i just didnt like them as much as i like this specific person. i've really dug a deep hole, and im just hoping i'll be able to crawl my way back up to the top if things get bad. cant stand being in a deep ditch, thats why i distance myself with guys who get too close. but, sigh it happened anyway. the more u try to avoid falling for someone, all the bloody more it'll come looking for u. its not a bad thing,i admit. but its just. ur never prepared for it u noe?
but anyway i'll be heading back to tumblr now. whoever's reading this pls stop by
dont be shy =)
thats all for now
cheers.
