This'll be a doozy

So yeah, today's the day i go off to Camerons. Yayy.. *dry cheer* anyway, sicne its bore town i thought i'd be a good girl & bring along my holiday homework xP [yes i noe, the universe must be orbiting the wrong way & i hv no idea of that made sense or not.___.] 
MOVING ON. I'll be missing ss this week D: as much as i dnt like to see the gay one, but now that my class's somewhat opened up to each other more i really want to go now a days xD sigh looks like no dose of Bubbly, or William or JUL D: or even pinto this week. Sigh..


Its almost the day, & i wont be around. Sigh. This sucks.


Anyway, to my avid reader, [Eve xP] i hope u were entertained a little bit by this xP cause really idk what else to say. Till after the 3 days ;]

More random links & sayings.

Hello again =) & as the title says here're more pictures that i found =D
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Link [jul, ur gonna love this one]
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& one more..

Read this...

ANYWAY yeah. Just wanted to post those up xP

-he didnt even rmbr to mention me-

First day

The official first day of holidays today, & i actually did smth profitable xP i.did.MATH =OO yeah anyway, the day passed by pretty fast today, kinda felt like i was in school, just that in plain clothes & with parents. Halfway, or pretty much during intervals of the day, i suddenly rmbred random things. Things like:
the link in my previous blog, 
William[from ss]'s: "OH NO U DIDNT!"
William[again] with his random faces xD
Pinto[ss] pronouncing William's 2nd name. "A-c-c-c-acius" with his funny belaka face xD
Me owning Queenie during ss xP *hands her sheet of paper "what's this for?" "for the tshirt dumbnut. Oh wait no, its for fun" *gives the wtf face* *evil laugh*
[u can guess who's line belongs to who xP]
Nicholas's "im gonna fuck u if u dnt shut up" look xDDD
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I find this a very 'owned' moment x)


I cant believe what's happening now a days. Everywhere i go i hear people backstabbing each other. Even in, no scratch that especially in church. Its so, sudden. Like recently, a very very very close-knit class suddenly just...broke away. I'm so very worried about my class now, my ss class. Last year, we wouldnt even talk to ppl outside our class clicks. Now, even PINTO talks to everyone. & that is one HUGE difference. Its just so wasted if we work so hard to bind ourselves together only to break up again :( sigh.

lock me in ur heart,
and throw away the key

Holidays

Its summer holidays, yay. It was the most fun & random end of academic year party this year. & since we're changing our uniforms, everyone signed on everyone's shirt x)

Sean: i'll miss being taller than u :(

Usama: i'll miss u being our class monitor, u were always such a darling doing ur job

Ibby: ahh what else can i say?

Sean & Ibby cried xP means they'll miss us more heh.

Sigh..good times. Will miss u, my beloved year 10, its time for us to be grown ups cause we're in year 11 now xP

Anyway, while Jul was over last week, we were chacking out quote sites & we found this picture

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Its random, yet its so hilarious xD

I'm not sure on what i did was necessary or not...

Maybe i should reconsider...

Daddy's Poem

Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy call out. "She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout. And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day." The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom. And looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on. And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak. And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique. "My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away. But I know he wishes he could be, since this is such a special day. And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know. All about my daddy, and how much he loves me so. He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike. He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite. We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone. And though you cannot see him. I'm not standing here alone. "Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart" With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest. Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress. And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears. Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years. For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life. Doing what was best for her, doing what was right. And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd. She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud. "I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star. And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far You see he was a fireman and died just this past year When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear. But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away." And then she closed her eyes, and she saw him there that day. And to her mothers amazement, she witnessed with surprise A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes. Who knows what they saw before them, who knows what they felt inside. Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side. "I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out. And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt. Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed. But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose. And a child was blessed, if only for a moment, by the love of her shining star. And given the gift of believing, that heaven is never too far. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.

Dear Daddy...

Dear Daddy, i'm pretty sure u'll never read this cause unless i show it to u. The reason i'm writing this, is to express myself towards u, the words i can never seem to say to u. I want to say, that i still rmbr the time when mommy was in US, u would take me out for car rides & take me for supper eventhough it was almost my bedtime. But i never minded cause i knew u got off work late. I always loved drawing u cards & pictures about u, me & mommy. I'd draw page after page, filling up book after book with the pictures of us three. I rmbr that u would pick out the bones from my fish pieces & "remove" curry from veggies that i wanted to eat. I rmbr u kissing my forehead goodnight when u come home & i'm asleep. I rmbr u took me to the cinemas to watch Batman & 101 Dalmations. I rmbr i constantly gave u hugs & i rmbr i made mommy a little jealous cause i always stuck to u when she came back to M'sia, cause i was always "daddy's little girl". Yes, daddy, i rmbr all that. But most of all, i rmbr telling u that i loved you very very much almost everyday. Now i realised that i hardly do anything for u. I dont spend time with u, we hardly watch movies together & i dont even hug as often anymore. I always say i love giving hugs but i've stopped giving hugs to my own dad. What kind of daughter am i? I wish i could tell you more, but really that's all i have to say.

I love you daddy.

Sigh. O-kay, from the top.

Monday was horrible, followed by Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday was awful in terms of school. Monday was completely off, Tuesday was okay-ish.. Blah blah Wednesday. Thursday went to watch Eclipse, i don't care what u Eclipse lovers say but i HATED the movie. Idk if it was the no 1 bestselling movie in the U.S. the only scene i liked was the fighting scene.

Anyway, today yeah its been a pretty much relaxed day. Played Taboo in school with my class & i hv brought home hw to do. That aside, i was reading this thingo. Can't really rmbr from where, could be a book, or from the net or maybe its just from my brain .__. either ways it was from somewhere.

"My boyfriend's away for studies, and so far, he's been surviving. He complains that he's always alone & always having to have dinner alone. But he's never alone cause someway or another there'd be someone who would accompany him. Now, i'm not saying im not happy he's got new friends. But, i'm just wondering why he always says he's alone.

*then bla bla bla smth i dnt rmbr cause its a long paragraph...*

When will he see that I'm here? That he's never alone? When he tells me he feels alone, i try my best to cheer him up. But when i tell him that he'd say, "Get used to it. You have to accept the fact that i'm away now" & he'd just end the discussion like that. Its like i don't even know him anymore.."

Uh...there's actually way more. But i can't rmbr anymore D= anyway yeah that shall be my blog post for the day x)

Confirmation! :O

Oh goodness goodness me. It's already my year on confirmation =OO yes, this is exactly one of those things when as a kid i always went "mehh, its so far away..." & that includes other things too like driving *evil laugh at Julianne*, final exams & going away for college. Its this point in life when i actually look back & ask myself, "where the heck did all the 15 years go to?". Ahh, now i noe what my seniors mean by its scary. One minute ur happily playing in the mud, getting ur knees scraped & not caring & another minute ur having heartaches & boyfriends & another minute ur almost out of school & off to college! =OOOOOO

Gosh, time passed by. Too quickly xP

Moving on, most of us hv givin our confirmation names to Catherine, hence my previous blog. I've decided my name since long ago, if u've been paying attention, but it was interesting how most of my classmates didnt noe what to pick & in that process i discovered one new name. Colette. I've heard of it before but i cant rmbr from where atm. Anyway i find it really cool to see certain classmates of mine actually using the little brains they hv. Or at least appear to hv. Anyway yeah that's all i hv to say for now. Oh yeah one more thing

EXAMS ARE OVER!!! =DDDDD

now i just hv to live through the results .___. fuck.

I'm getting better at accepting facts.

Is there anything u doubt abt ur Catholic faith?

Yeah, ONE thing. If God loves his children[you & i] so much, why oh why does he put us through so much pain?

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Today, the stupid gay sunday school teacher of mine just. Made me wanna kill him even more. It started by him seeing Jul & i eating innocently before class. That time was supposed to be the time we went into our rooms but yeah im sure 5 mins doesnt hurt. When we enter the class, he says "Oh i saw 2 of ur friends having their bfast just now. I'm sure they're full now" Jul & i were like *glares at the gay one* Later he takes our attendance. He calls out my name & so i look at him. It took him 3 mins, three agonizing minutes staring at his ugly face till he finally sees me. "You are Pauline ah?" i was like -_____- no i'm not. I just wanna stare at ur ugly face for FUN. & i'm designing the shirt for my class since we're confirming this year. "Ok everyone give ur names so that Adeline can design it" "MY name is PAULINE. NOT Adeline"

GAHHHH boo you, gay one. Boo you =.=

I want Tubbies on my blog tooooo D=

I'm still not used to it.

I keep thinking ur only on holiday & i'll see u again tmr when i go to school

Like always...

But it wont be like always